Good news and some mumbling

i hereby to pronounce that i actually passed my Business Math paper!!!!

a very shocking news of the year.who wouldve thought i passed huh?because i did not only passed,i passed the paper with a B-.sape yg taterkejut bai..my parents and friends were shocked as i was.remember in the previous post i stated that i was positively sure i'd flunk that paper.sbb i skipped almost every question.and i only focused on 1 topic.tu pon aku ta sure dgn jawapan.i heard many of my classmates flunked that paper.Syukur alhamdulillah aku tapayah repeat sbb aku akan jd gila lg.and i wanna thank my friend,Diana yg dgn sabar nye mengajar aku Math dlm masa 2 hari tu.aku tau susah nye mengajar aku yg bengap math neh.claim ur 5 sets of McChicken bila sem baru starts ok :) cewah ucapan mcm dpt 4 flat kan hahaha

i had dinner with my family last night.a celebration for me and my sister.adik aku lg best,dpt 3.48.damn.die kate sedih tadapat dean list tp die syukur tade C in list since part 1.cis gila pandai.aku neh lulus C+ pun da cukup lega hahaha and point CGPA aku naik....0.01 hahahahaha at least naik ok.utk org yg tasuke blajar mcm aku kira da bagus ok.new year resolution utk dptkan 3 pointer pulak next sem.skit je lg neh...and aku tanak extend lg satu sem utk satu paper BEL je.but im a but dissapointed with my Mandarin 1.aku target A tau x...cipet tol la.eh jom jom tgk result aku hehehe gila riak kan

okay nuff psl memuji diri sndiri

Next : my bestfriend's bday

since we (me fie n phynie) r not available on days before trip to Cameron.we decided to see movie in Pyramid.we wanted to watch Bolt 3D tp they stuck in Klang traffic jam for almost an hour.when we reached there decided to watch Wild Girls.and aku tanak kasi review psl movie ni tp best la utk aku yg tgh tension duit tade,keje byk neh kan...then after that headed to McD in Subang for supper.since it almost 12 midnite and also fie's bday i thought of throwing a very small party (bkn party pon hahaha).but blm beli cake bagai kan...i asked McD punye staff ade ke x candle,die kate tade.pegi carikat Shell,pun tade.i told fie i wanna take my phone in the car but drove to SS15 instead.masuk dlm 7E

me:tanye bole?candle ade?

7E staff: candle ape?

me:candle bday.ade party set tak?

7E staff: party set ade.tp candle tade.candle besar ade la

me: candle besar?mana?

7E staff: tu *die tunjuk atas rack*

me: candle black out tu ke? =.='

7E staff: hahaha a ah tu je ade

me: hmmm tape la thanx

so cari lg kt kedai row 7e tu..nasib baik ade hehe since no bakery shop open at that time,aku pegi la lagi kat 7E cari ice cream yg besar tu.masuk2 die kate tade?bukan 7E sume ade ke?da la aku da lmbt neh..ade kete double parking pule...aku hon2 (lgpun hon kete da uzur ok) tade org na alih kete.igt na langgar je Volvo tu...da lama sket ade satu mamat ni turun....br na marah..skali hensem la pulak..terus senyum kate tape hahahaha td da berapi aku napukul org tu...so aku igt nnt la baru celebrate TAPI aku lalu dpn starbucks br terigt dorang mmg ade cake kecik dlm tu.went in and look for a small cake.suh pack cpt2 n drove to McD.dorang da call2 aku tanya kat mana...so aku namasuk neh ramai org...lgpun fie was facing the main enterence.called phynie suruh pegi luar and lit up the candle br masuk and nyanyi2 happy bday.sorry sbb kecik ok cake tuh...but it taste so good :) aku pon da tade duit nabeli yg grand2 punye...we had fun mcm biasa...laughed so hard and masuk umah aku to gossip lg then balik....

tu je la aku na update...ptg kang ke sok ke aku cite mende yg serious sket okeh

15 Most Delicious Man for me

Kene tag lagi :)
Peraturan tag nih mcm ni:
1)Senaraikan 15 lelaki paling melecur pada pendapat awak
2)Sertakan 1 gambar utk setiap seorang tersebut
3)Masukkan sebagai entri
4)Tag makhluk Tuhan yang lain..
tp ni sume bukan ikut turutan.kecuali no 1 ngeh ngeh ngeh

15. Keita Tachibana from W-inds. i used to get VERY obsessed with the japanese during my schooldays.he is one of the cutest that i used to like.skrg pon suka lg.tp suda kureng

14. Kubozuka Yosuke- if u ever watch his IWGP (Ikebokuro West Gate Park & SOS) u'll find him the yummiest cute guy EVER.his sense of humour and silly face.comel dow budak neh

13. Tomoya Nagase - hehehe kenal tak...if u like japanese dramas,kau akan suka dia.sbb die sgt macho dan irresistable.bf ayumi hamasaki neh...(ke da break?)

12.Hisashi from GLAY- u'll be amazed by the way he play the guitar.lg satu muka dia neh susah senyum..tp bila dia senyum....kau akan melt

11.Won Bin - ni tayah la ckp.die mmg cute namampos.si N tu je suka tiru taste aku


10. Wentworth Miller - guy from prison break.kau tarase die ni macho ke?

9. Takuya Kimura - he's my all time fave :) comel

8.Ninomiya Kazunari from Arashi - aku TERSGT suka dia neh.comel & kebudak2kan.aku suka bila dia main gitar dlm concert nyanyi lagu Natsu.the cutest among Arashi(yg bg aku la...Haya & ezah suka ohno.aku tasuke)

7. Johnny Depp- hehehe aku suka je la.sbb die sengal


6. Gackt- Cuba kau tgk muka dia.pretty boy

5.the late Heath Ledger - his husky voice and also his character ni The Dark Knight.aku suka mamat muka mcm neh

4.Matthew McCougnahey - kau kasi aku tgk cite How To Lose a Guy in 10 days beribu kali pon aku takan bosan.macho sial die neh

3. David Beckham - sape tasuke die?sume suka ok.his accent tu and his body.nape la victoria yg dpt die T____T

2. Hidetoshi Nakata - i used to be VERY obsessed with this guy back in 2001-2002 masa World Cup Korea-Japan.i cried when the lost to Portugal.i cried when he dated Maggie Q.aku rase die sgt cute and sgt2 man bila die main bola

1. mesti la cinta hati :) ni tabole elaborate pjg2 neh..hahahaha nnt org tau

am not tagging anyone.sbb yg dlm list N tu sume die da tagged

ohh ada sorang

1) permaisuri,sila jwb tag neh.

everything seem so wrong rite now
and im taking a break from being the harsh me
my emotion took control
i might be someone whom u might not regonise
the.sad.me

my next post will be bunch of emo posts
u dont have to read it
its one of my way to let it out beside smoking
and it sucks because we dont have internet connection in our new house
and it also sucks because i smoke way too much
i think im gonna die young.
seriously

Rest in Peace,broken hearted

So many things to blog about,too little time and amazing work load.i love u la TLS.and i also love u ISO.u jz made my life more miserable.

and many of us,in here are pretty dissapointed and demoralise by appraisal marks from our greatest HOD.thanks a lot man.

Tagged

Tagged by sape tah aku da lupa
mcm aku da penah buat what the heck,buat je la

Habits & Facts

1. Telinga aku kecik
hehehe telinga aku mmg kecik dr size org biasa.eh yeke...tatau la..yg pasti nye telinga aku mmg kecik pon.jeles dow aku tgk org pki earphone dgr ipod sbb semua earphone mmg cudnt fit in.mmg la bole je dgr tp mmg tabole masuk semua la sbb earphone terlalu besar dan telinga aku terlalu kecik...kot

2. i am very fussy
aku fussy dlm byk benda.contoh nye:
makanan: mak aku kata aku tamakan mende murah2? (ni salah.tp aku sgt memilih mkanan)
baju: wlupon baju tu cantik dan murah (paling penting muat) kalo aku tasuke ku tetap tasuke.dan aku tasuke kalo org suka paksa2 aku jadi pompuan tapasal2.
barang: aku susah suka brg2.huh aku pon tatau mcmana na elaborate.tp kalo aku da suke,mahal camne pon aku tetap akan beli
perangai:aku tau semua org ada bad habit masing2 dan aku tabole la nasuke perangai baik org je tp aku sgt memilih kwn wlupon pada mula nya aku takisah perangai die camtu.sbb?its not funny anymore kalo buat byk2 kali

3. Lelaki mmg tasuke aku dr kecik
aku mmg taramai kwn laki.kalo ade pon utk isap rokok ataupun diorg mmg terpaksa kwn ngan aku atas sbb2 tertentu.and it is also because i tend to snap at them when they mess around with me.dan juga sbb aku bukan la perempuan sgt.diorg tasuke kasar2 sgt mcm aku neh.ni bukan perasaan aku la,mmg sejak kecik mmg laki tasuke ngan aku.diorg suka kwn2 aku yg lemah lembut sopan santun gedik bagai.sorry aku tade masa nak sopan santun gedik tapasal.

4. Aku benci org bodoh
org bodoh pelajaran bole terima.org bodoh dlm kehidupan aku tabole terima.dan aku paling tasuke org bodoh sombong.kalo tatau,ckp je tatau.org bole ajar.ni da la bodo pastu natunjuk pandai dan kebodohan sndiri dlm satu masa.normal la tu ade yg tatau sesetgh perkara.kan bole je balajar.lg satu,tapayah nak bangga2 kau ade cert bagai kalo hidup pon bergantung pade seorg pompuan (read: gf/wife).senang cite aku tasuke org yg bodo,or people who dont think before they speak.use ur brain,not ur ass.tq

5. Aku ada byk phone numbers
hahaha semua org suka complain yg no aku bertukar2.even my parents dont save my numbers.aku pon tatau.da jadi mcm habit da tuka no tepon neh.currently only 2 of my numbers are active.lain2 sume dlm hibernate mode.hahaha

6. Aku susah tido lena
ohhhh apart from having insomnia, aku akan terbgn2 minimun 4 kali setiap kali aku tido.lain kalo aku amik sleeping pills.sape tau mcm mana nak tido dgn lena?ok,aku dah exercise/jalan2 selama 20mins setiap ari,avoid sleeping during lunch time dan still tabole tido.as a result,i always have black circle around my eyes.mcm panda da aku rase.and its not cute.

7. Aku tade any fave activity.semua nya berubah2 for no reason.fave color bertukar2 dr masa ke semasa. sama jgk dgn fave music,songs or fave things to do.yg tetap hanya lah fave food.hahaha org ckp kalo jenis mcm aku ni makna nya pendirian tatetap.betul ke?

8. I never own any barbie dolls or teddy bears
aku penah try utk suka.mungkin bukan jiwa aku la kot.even masa kecik pon try jugak main anak patung kan,ckp2 ngan patung.tp aku rase cam tabetul je ckp ngan patung.penah je dulu org kasi aku soft toys but i give them away to my sisters atau sesape je yg nak main benda2 tu.n aku tamain patung kertas.bila kwn2 cite psl main2 anak patung masa kecik,aku tabole join haha..sbb aku main bola,gasing,guli,rounders atau tembak2 je masa kecik.

9. Aku tasuke mknan manis
tipu la tasuke lnsg kan..but i only eat sweet things when i feel like it.air pon tasuke yg manis.kalo bole kurang manis.sbb nnt tekak aku gatal terus jd sore throat.org manis2 aku suke hahaha

10. I dont really like flowers
Hehe aku tabole feel keharuman bunga.kalo org kasi tu aku amik la.tp nabeli suka2 buat perhiasan atau feel lebey2 psl bunga mmg tak ah.even perfume pompuan pun kalo aku terdetik nabeli aku akan beli yg bau fruity instead of flowery.sbb memeningkan pale aku.

huh fussy nye aku neh..itu tabole ini tabole...mesti korang menyampah baca kan hahaha

aku tag
1. N
2. Farra
3. Permasuri
4. Haya
5. Kak Reez

im done

i think im going to repeat business math next semester.i am VERY sure i will flunk this paper.it sucks.i never like math.calculations here n there lepas pening pale aku.i ve tried..for the past few days to actually understand what the hell math is all about.i only manage to memorize it for 24 hours.when i wake up in the very next morning....afternoon actually,i hardly remember ANYTHING about math.aih...most of my classmates flunked their business math paper more than 3 times and got kicked out of uitm.i seriously dont wanna be kicked out jz bcz of tht stupid paper but i couldnt help it la...boring sial.

i ve been dieting for the past few days.it is because i gained SOOOOOO much weight and if i dont start dieting i ll end up being like tht azni bitch.and it is also because dad promised me 100bucks for every 10kg...i know i know u must be thinking it is so little.but i ll explain

money from dad = is not easy

so i have to grab the money baby

ohhh speaking of azni bitch,i saw her the other day on sek15 when i took siti out and she needed to cucuk cucuk money fm d bank.i saw her and stare at her but she looked away.boohooo!bodo betul anjing tu.not much diff.still fat and bitchy,and masih buruk lg hahahaha and yeah i told siti to take her money back fm tht bitch.when we saw her,siti was mesmerize by azni's PRETTY FACE and she forgot.we know she wouldnt pick up the phone so we call faiz instead.

siti: faiz,blh tlg kasi phone kat azni x?aku nackp ngan die
faiz: nackp ngan azni?jap eh........(ni die tgh tanye azni).......siti,azni xnak ckp la
me&siti : BITCH!
siti: faiz kau tlg mintakkan duit aku kat die eh...
faiz:ok nnt aku bgtau die

me (mesti la aku tukang bakar) : damn! dasar pengecut sial.siti sms faiz kasitau die ckp kat azni jgn najadi pengecut mkn duit haram
siti :bai mcm mana duit aku ni bai ...(tonation:sedih)
me: call la faiz balik tanye die babi tu kata ape
siti: *starts calling* pundek betol die off hp
me: huh dasar anak haram.

have some dignity people.kau da amik duit org,pulangkan balik.kau kan kaya..kau kan cantik,kete kau kan paling lawa dan kuat,kau kan ade bf paaaaaaling hensem *muntah* (yg konon2 nye aku suka kat bf kau tu),kau kan ade sekor anjing hitam yg setia :) dan kau jgk dasar anak derhaka (ym/contact me for details hahaha),kau jgk buta IT,kau jgk pengotor dan kau jgk a good actress.tp yg paling penting,kau muka tak malu.da kenape la kau jd org yg mcm tu...sian mak bapak kau kan....aihhh

oh btw to my very famous stalker,
yes,i like u.
a ah aku suka kau.
ada masalah?puas ati?
hahaha

aku pelik.aku tacantik,takurus,takaya,tastylo
tp nape org suka dengki ngan aku?
aku biasa je
dan aku tasuke org yg suka memperbodohkan diri sndiri
so,klu kau suka buat lawak bodo,bodohkn diri sndiri,poyo,belagak hot(tp snbrnye tak) dan suka membodek,
tlg jgn buat2 baik atau cuba bkwn dgn aku
aku da cukup kwn
tu pon tak terlayan
cari la org lain utk game kau yg tabrape best tu
aku byk keje la
ok?
babai

Current Song

i just found out about a very simple song and nice lyric.very relaxing.google Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya. A Malaysia.not Indonesian.i thought she is an Indonesian tho.im currently staying in this house.very bored.

Dan Sebenarnya by Yuna

oh bulan, enggan melayan diriku lagi
pabila, airmata membasahi pipi
dah lagu lagu di radio
seolah olah memerli aku
pabila, kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaan benci ini
sebenarnya cinta?
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan
disebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan, berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan, melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
mula menular dalam diri
pabila, kau bersama yang lain

disaat kau merenung matanya
ku rebah.. jatuh ke bumi
disaat kau benar benar mahu pergi
seperti.. ku bernafas dalam air

dan sebenarnya
aku rindu
aku tak mampu
tanpamu..

my boss is SUCH A PIG!!!

bastard.bajet bagus.padahal kosong.
da la dengki dgn aku

An emo post. Dont read if u hate me

A little update from last night

So I was supposed to study and I didn’t. Because I got distracted by the fucked up feeling and eve if I did I don’t think I could concentrate. Me and fie ended up watching downloaded Korean movies. 1^st one was 3 Iron. I think you guys should watch it. It was a great movie and weird at the same time. The main character is a guy who broke into people’s house and he took pictures of some parts of the house and make it as if it was his. He did that for his accommodation and he does house chores in return, as if he is thanking them for letting him stay for a night. The actor did not speak even a word and surprisingly I could feel the emotions. The suspense whenever the owner comes back and he is still in the house, the sadness and guilt when he accidently killed someone with a golf ball, the happiness he shows when he was with a woman who is badly beaten by her abusive husband and their love towards each other. This movie isn’t about love.i don’t know how to classify this movie hahaha. It’s too weird for me.

I don’t really fancy Korean movies or dramas but some of them are good. My parents love watching Korean drama. Dad even stays up every night watching YouTube. I hate watching sad movies. Nanti terbawak2 pulak.aku ni dah la emo lebey.

I finished my Mandarin paper this afternoon in 45mins. And I hope I score A for that paper.

Im such a loser. I failed in making myself happy for the past 6 days. Something came up the other day and it blew my good mood away. And im busy making others happy.wtf

A friend told me that I have an angel’s heart. And he said I am actually an angel. God sent me down to motivate people, to love people, to make people happy and to keep him alive. Well whatever that means.

Another friend told me everyone loves me because I’m there whenever they need me. That I care about my friends very much.

You see, some people don’t really mean what they say. They say something just to make you feel better about yourself. Sometimes they enjoying seeing people fall for their sweet talk.

I have so-called friends. Well,a pathetic couple. They love to talk bad things about EVERY SINGLE people around them. They love to copy other people’s statement and use it so that people would think they were brilliant. They’re not. They’re pigs. I think they deserve each other. It is funny how 2 terrible people with 2 pathetic attitudes get along for few years. What kind of guy who spit and licks back after fight a few days later. Mana pergi maruah kau sebagai seorang lelaki dan suami? Love is blind huh. Dan kau perempuan, suka sangat berpura-pura. Perangai kau tu lebih teruk dari babi. Jangan terlalu megah dengan kemewahan yang kau baru dapat. Tuhan boleh tarik balik semua tu. Dan aku tau kau bukan nya ikhlas nak kawan dengan aku. Cukup2lah pretending. As if I don’t know anything. Laki kau tu penah try to flirt with me. He tells me every single story. I never really said you are my friend (well,I used to before you backfuckingstabbed me). You claimed that I’m your bestfriend. Tak malu ke? Ye, aku mmg memilih kawan. So? Sebab aku tabrape memilih lah aku jumpa orang mcm kau.

Sekarang ni aku perlu jadi lebih selfish. Sebelum ni aku terlalu fikir psl orang. These lately I managed to be selfish without feeling guilty. Now I need to do that a little bit more. So no one talks to me. So no one backstabs. Kau rasa aku pengecut, to blurt it all out in a blog? Believe me, you will never want to see my evil side if I say these in front of your face. You can never take it. Because everything I’ll say is true. And I make sense. You can never beat me in this. Because you never really use your brain. And although you’re older than me by few years, I’m still wiser than you in using my brains, without copying others. BUT I never rejected anyone’s opinions or advices. Kau tu benda yang salah pun kau nak betulkan jugak. You can never right a wrong with a wrong honey J dan aku pelik dengan orang yang selalu fikir dia betul walaupun its clear yang dia salah. Banyak contoh orang orang bodoh dalam dunia aku ni. Sometimes they spice up my life with all the dramas but sometimes they piss me off. Dan aku kadang kadang pelik, in my company diploma and degree holders fail to contribute brilliant ideas. Kalau mcm aku ni lain la kan, SPM je.

Kalau aku dah start merepek mcm ni makna nya korang tapayah baca pun tape. Ni maknanya marah aku belum hilang. Dan aku belum bole lepaskan marah aku kat sape2. Ada yang nak volunteer jadi punch bag aku? Aku dalama takasi org rasa baton aku.

Heavy Food

this is my second entry for the day
after having my big dinner meal,i feel a lil bit better
physically
bukan mentally


Menu for dinner

2 batang rokok
Chicken chop
Nasi goreng biasa pedas
Teh o ice


now i can study without an empty stomach.

the things is...i couldnt concentrate.i got mandarin coming up in the afternoon tomorrow.and im currently in fie's house.trying to study but i end up posting another entry.

i dont really know what the hell is wrong with me.but i feel so damn fucked up.with work n study with life n feelings.i need a vacation so bad.but i dont have money at the moment.

how u do move on and forget abt the feeling u used to have for someone special?
no,im not talking abt my ex-bf
im talking abt this one guy
few weeks ago i thought i got over him
but these few days i realise that i never really throw him out of my life
how do u ppl move on anyway?
it has been 2 years and a half now
and i wonder why im being all grumpy n sad when he was never mine
we never really date or do stuff together
we re not even close to be considered as a couple

aku kene buat list baru la utk thn depan
to get over this guy
ish bodo je aku neh

i feel very much fucked up with the fact that i have to go to work eventho im on my annual leave
and it is because of the stupid GSCM system
it is also bcz we have to submit monthly billing before 5pm

and the fact that i have to study for my Mandarin paper today with fie
and with the fact that i have less than rm100 to spend on fuel and food and ciggie this month.


hmmm
and to add,i got my business math paper this 17th
last paper for final.
the one that i think i'll fail with flying colors

thank u.

Good Friends

Heavy smoking session has been going on for almost 30mins

X: can i ask u something?
Y: yah
X: would u be mad if i kiss u?
Y: why would u wanna kiss me?
X: a good fren's kiss
Y: why why why?where?on the cheek? or on the lips?
X: on the lips.jz like when i kiss XX to show my appreciation,my thanks.
Y: u kissed XX? r u gay or sumthin'?but i dont get y?
X: u r so good to me.i feel like kissing u.it'll b a quick one.1 sec.u wouldnt even notice.
Y: no
X: okay.jz asking

yaaaa right

there goes.3 times.

wtf wtf wtf

urrrrgghhhhhhhhhhh

Exam Exam

im in the office after my very 1st paper CTU263(Agama-Pengurusan Islam)

office ni bole bankrupt la kot kalo aku tade hahaha
bosan aku ngan directors ni
time aku tade la byk bende nak suruh
sian plak org lain yg kene settle

im currently worried about my final paper MAT108(Business Math)
aku mmg TERsgt la tasuke calculation
peratusan utk aku lulus/dapat B adalah sama dgn peratusan utk aku kurus balik hahahaha
aku tatau nape aku cukup tabole blah ngan math
mlm ni aku blaja esok aku tabole buat da
mlm ni aku paham,tgh mlm kang aku tareti buat pulak
aku rase mmg math ni benci aku la kot
same goes to account lah
ishhhh benci

i got less than 2 weeks to study maths.ade sesape yg baik hati nak ajar aku x
sbb aku tanak repeat tp aku jugak tabole blaja sndiri
pening la pale aku

smalam aku studyyyyyy hahahahaha
aku sndiri tasangka yg aku nak study
tp study pon petang sikit je
mlm balik umah main Counter Strike hehehe
lps tu smbg baca buku Love,Rosie

ade sape2 nakasi aku hadiah latest book by Cecelia Ahern?
aku nak laaaa
tp aku kene tggu kalo nak beli
tp aku nak beli jugak
haish
lps tu aku nak beli buku byk2 lagi
kan best kalo aku ade unlimited money to buy books
malangnye duit aku selalu je tade

haish da kenape asik bising pasal tade duit

ok la aku nak menggemokkan diri ini lg dgn makan :)

N kite akan serang tmpt mkn yg best2
kau tau Murni SS2?
atau William?

Tagged by Permaisuri

HAVE YOU EVER... (sounds like Brandy’s song to me..)

+pictured your crush naked?
:: hahaha yes.

+cried when someone died?
:: Of course lah.tp tgk jugak sape

+fallen for your best friend?
:: My bestfriend is Effie.patutkah aku jatuh cinta sama dia?

+fell out with your friends?
:: yeap.

+Stolen anything?
:: i shoplift when i was young.never get caught

+fallen in love?
:: yeap.once or twice.cant remember

+told a big lie?
:: Oh yes.

+listened to an advice?
::I pretend to listen. Then it’s up to me to make up my own mind. It’s my life really!<- that is what exactly i do hahaha we re the same la permaisuri

+ been inside the oppositesex toilet?
:: once la hahaha

+Stayed overnight in a hospital?
::Never.kalo kene stay pun aku tanak.byk hantu

+spat on someone’s face?
:: sudah.at school

+been inside a court?
::court ape?mahkamah? tapernah la.aku kan baik

+eaten anything vile?
:: hehehe...masa zaman jahiliyah la

+ stopped by the Police?
::twice.dua2 kali sbb tapakai sit belt.

+stayed in a hotel?
::uihh..aku tade la mcm permaisuri.few times je kot

+been accused as selfish?
:: nope.eh ade skali...by my ex bf.sbb die kate aku pentingkan idup aku.abis tu takan aku nak pentingkan idup die pulok?gila

+kissed someone you shouldn’t?
::ohh never.

+killed anyone?
::anyone?kalo bole aku nak....2 ke 3 ekor babi jantan betina

+dreamed about your past lives?
:: yeah...i dreamed about my past life twice. once masa aku jd megatron(transformer),aku lawan ngan badak sumbu (azni).another one,aku mimpi jd pheonix.hahaha lawan dgn badak jugak..azni lagi la kot..hahaha masa aku sembur api kat badak kan..automatic mulut aku panas hahaha

+felt violated?
:: of course

+won anything grand?
::never really won anything.im not that lucky

+ Who do you talk to most on YM?
:: my close friends

+ How many piercings do you have?
:: two.but that was 19 years ago

+Last text message received.
:: ok..duit yg kau belum byr lg 50 tu simpan byr tuk ejah nnt.mix la along ngan cye skali - ezah

+ The last thing you said to one of yourfriends?
:: berambusssss

+ What is your best friend's Mom's name?
:: i dont know hahaha.

+ Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
:: None kot. but i used to have a crush on my agama tutor when i was 17 hahaha

+ What's the strangest talent you have?
:: hmmm i dont have any special talents but im not easily influence by other ppl.and ermm,i relate things until i find what i want.im good at it.i'll dig.

+ What's your favourite flavoured Pringles?
:: Original<--i second that

+ What was your childhood nickname?
:: Family panggil Angah atau pun Yut. Office: tembam,pendek,gemok, Ruz,Fairuz,mokcik aihh mcm2 la

Final Questions...

+ I am...
:: dangerous

+ I'll be...
:: working on Deepavali before taking 2 days off for first final paper exam .

+ I'm not in the mood for...
:: relationship.

+ I love...
:: big money.they make me happy.when im happy i'll make my family happy.

+ I want to..
:: start kickboxing session again :( but so far sumore no money..aihhh

I wish i could help my mom on financial crisis we're facing now
but there s nothing much i can do
because my pay isnt much
plus i have to travel from port klang-shah alam
thats 20-30mins off peak time
but normally it takes me almost an hour EVERYDAY!
and that means i spend most of my salary on fuel
damn babi la minyak mahal
cilake betul

cant wait to move to our new house
so i can save alot of money
i can help her pay some bills
money is a very sensitive issue in our house right now
kesian aku dengar mak kene bayar byk benda
bila susah hati mak makan byk

so i decided to cut down my expenses this month
cut down on food
ciggie
top up card
choc

i need to cut down on everything this month.
tapi, xpe sbb bole je kurus kan
insya Allah

aku agak emo arini
tetibe rase mcm useless
duduk dgn family tp still tacukup duit lg
aihh

i shud learn how to cook.

p/s: abaikan post ni.i jz need to let it out

Your Blogging Type is Kind and Harmonious

You're an approachable blogger who tends to have many online friends. People new to your blogging circle know they can count on you for support. You tend to mediate fighting and drama. You set a cooperative tone. You have a great eye for design - and your blog tends to be the best looking on the block!

What's" Your Blogging Personality?

Supposed to post this few days ago. awarded by the great N. terharu siot die ckp die stalk blog aku hahaha
1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3. Nominate 10 other blogs.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

1. Permaisuri - nape mcm malas update nihhhh...i think u shud reveal the similarities between u and me cz i hate wondering hahaha

dah..sorang je cz i dont have many blog friends

Good News

a good news for me


as i predicted months ago
i find myself no longer missing him hahaha
yey suka nya aku
sebab aku terlalu byk(wlupon kdg2 tade) benda nak buat


jom jom list ape kene buat

-cari duit lebih utk deco bilik baru lalala~
-exam starting 29 oct smpi 17 nov
-menguruskan badan hahaha
-kerja2 ofis/new task rahman nakasi aku
-pindah rumah
-minum bersama kwn2 perempuan
-menghabiskan masa bersama adik2 yang bakal balik utk practical
-membeli/survey katil & tilam
-study japanese balik (read: tgk drama jepun)


fuh byk gila keja aku kan?harap2 la tade pukimak yg akan kacau idup aku

Santapan Tengahari.

i actually dont feel like going to work this morning.because i had a nice yet little sleep.it was a cold nite.this morning,they have to spoil my nice and good mood by being the gampang-est creature on earth.

WHY?kenapa?orang2 yg tade duit ni suka berlagak pandai (read:bodoh) dan mengagung2kan benda imitation ataupun yg fake la kire nye ni...tak mampu jgn pakai.betul?yes i know im right

new proton saga is similar to new vios.correct? ade la sekor gampang ni,pakai saga baru.BUT tampal logo vios and toyota kt blakang but keta tu.xreti malu?x mampu,jgn nak berlagak.ekzos kete tu besar cam haram pun,kete tak laju tapayah berlagak mcm laju.bole?biasa2 sudey..da la jalan biasa,jam pulak tu,nak tekan2 minyak..cilok sana sini.pk kau bagus?biar kau mampos atas jalan raya.u put others life in danger.kau tu layak berlagak dgn rempit bodo je..faham?

so tengahari td...farra masakkan aku :D asam pedas ikan kembung.heehehehehehe aku suka giler...dan asam pedas tu pedas dan yang paling penting aku mkn byk i will post before and after.u judge nak x..hehehe tanak sudah

now u see....

perhatikan quantity makanan..

now u dont ;p

heaven i tell u...farra nanti buatkan aku singgang pulak yea...

ohhh...saya akhiri entry ini dengan memakan kuih makmur (as recommended by the permaisuri)..hehehe ini pon farra yang bawak...lalalala im a happy kid.gendang gendut tali perut aku..kenyang perut sukati aku laaaaaa hahaha

Raya '08

hehehe br skang nak buat post raya.da basi pon.anyway, my family usually go back to Maran(dad side) every raya.sbb both mom n dad fm Pahang so xde la susah na gado raya mana.i only remember we used to spend the nite before raya once in Chenor (mom side).even when my late grandmother n late grandfather were around.selalu nya akan balik umah wan n toki aku. sebut psl raya,aku terigt arwah atuk aku.sbb aku rapat dgn atuk belah mak n wan(nenek) on dad side.arwah atuk aku dulu selalu tanya duit raya dpt brape,n dia akan cukupkan jumlah duit aku.he was once tarik aku kat tepi dia n peluk aku said 'angah belajar rajin2.bole keje bagus2'.arwah atuk aku jarang duduk diam.even masa dia sakit pun suka berjalan pegi rumah macik2 aku.even skrg aku sayu je bila tgk org2 tua lelaki berjalan sorang2 kat jalan raya.reminds me of him.sedih woo..i only had lil memories of my late grandma.because she passed away when i was about 13-14yrs old kot.im not used to deal with death of family members.it scares me smtimes thinking of how am i going to face it if it happens.

nuff wt sad stories.so 1 st raya,as usual i was the last person yg mandi and bangun hahaha then makan2 dulu tgu org abis semayang raya.salam2 kasi duit raya.kali ni aku mampu nakasi my parents duit raya sikit la.yela slalu mintak duit kan.tghari gerak balik chenor dulu ada tahlil.

i see a lot of diff between my mom n dad side.mom side kebykan nya org susah dan bilangan anak ramai.BUT they r well-mannered kids.tak pernah sekali pun aku dgr yg mencarut atau kacau org x tentu psl.kalo pon nakal,die main sndiri2 je.while on my dad side pulak,semua nya dlm range sederhana.kebykan duduk bandar tp perangai anak2 diorg...ya rabbi..mmg kurang ajar.smpikan aku terpaksa pukul budak darjah satu bila aku jd terlalu marah.semua nya degil dan menyusahkan.senang citer kurang beradab dgn org.tp bia la die asal die tabuat palat dgn aku.

aku da malas nak membebel.scroll down for ugly pics :D

me and dilah :)

duit raya babes

dilah n ezah :D my 2 fave girl

mom and dad.

baby zubair.adorable~

angah and nadia

we call her baby :D she can shuffle yaw

angah dgn ezah lg

wan saya

sisterly love

Baby shuffle yaw :) sorry dnt really know how to rotate this

if i treat u as if u dont matter eventho we used to be so close
that means,u have done something bad
something that i tolerate with u for a long period
something that i advised u not to do
something that i dont like about
and something against the rule...my rules to be exact

so bila aku treat kau mcm sampah busuk,kau pk sndiri ape salah kau
sbb aku takan benci kwn aku kalo die tabuat palat
dan bila aku da benci,aku akan benci smpi mati

tanda-tanda aku anggap kau sampah:

-bila bckp ngan kau aku takan pandang
-bila kau buat lawak,aku takan gelak becz i wont find it funny
-bila kau try nak becerita dgn aku psl apa2 aku akan still buat keje aku
-aku akan jeling n continue with what i do
-im being extra sarcastic dan aku rase kau akan sakit hati maximum
-apa2 yg kau buat semua tak kena dimata aku

but u will still hungry for my attention that i used to give u.

lain kali jgn buat palat dgn aku.aku pendendam dan aku bukan budak baik.
tp aku jgk tasuke benci org tanpa sebab.

sendiri mau igt la

5 Things I found in my bag:
1) Ipod- ini harus bwk ke mana shj.
2) Dunhill Light & lighter - ini juga antara makanan ruji aku
3) Wallet with no money hehe i dont keep cash in my wallet.leceh asik nak kuarkan wallet everytime i wanna buy smtg.aku kan pemboros(ade x pekataan ni)
4) Inhaler - these days i have difficulties in breathing.aku kene ada benda ni
5) Benda2 bodo mcm ATM card,resit2 tu sume coins and charger hahaha

5 Favourite Things in My Room
1) Book Collection
2) Kickboxing wears and glove and also hand wrap
3) My bed,tilam aku sgt2 comfortable.tiap2 pagi aku susah nak bgn
4) Clothes (tapi semua nya bersepah2.)
5) Perfume collection

5 Things I've Always Wanted To Do
1) abis diploma,furthur degree and get a fucking nice stabil job
2) take my family for a vacation in a a very relaxing island
3) to be able to speak japanese fluenty
4) Study overseas tp kejadah nye nak blaja OM kat oversea kan
5) to be thin..as thin as paris hilton.too much?hehehe

5 People I'm tagging
1)Farra
2) N
3) Permaisuri Tatum
4) Shaa-lala
5)Rina

Sila scroll down for berhabuk punya updates :D toodles~

batuk selsema

i just got back fm watching KAMI the movie.it was a great movie tho in the beginning it look a bit unreal.im not giving u any review cz i suck at it.when i was posting entires last night dad asked

dad: tgk movie ape td
me: cite KAMI the movie
dad:huh?cite english ke melayu tu?
me:melayu.best ohh
dad:huhhh?sesuatu yg memeranjatkan.tetiba tgkk cite melayu?
me:hmm tgk je la.kwn ajak

hahaha i usually dont for malay movies.bukan aku ni bersifat taksedarkan diri.it is because i dont like it when the movie meleret2 n lmbt nak sampaikan maksud.besides,they dont really feel their character.lag satu,belakon tu mcm x real gila.cara ckp tu..adeh...susah aku nak terima.hahaha so KAMI was good.it shows what really happen in community nowadays la kan..besides x byk sgt dialog poyo.semua biasa2 dan best n simple.aku suka.tade la mcm cite erra fazira ke ape ke kan..semua dialog tu tak digunakan dlm hidup seharian.kau tak pelik?

i shed tears watching that movie wtf.sbb sedey dow kwn die mati tu..aku kalo tgk movie mula la smpi terperasan sndiri mengalami situasi yg sama dlm cite tu..terbwk2 pastu emo hahahaha sbb tu aku jarang nak tgk cite romantic ke ape ke..nnt emo.i'd go for action movie.fuh best wo...lg satu aku suka kalo movie tu type yg bunuh2..

so after movie went makan at old town.i had tom yam siam meehoon.okay je la kot rasa dia.sbb im down with flu n cough soon to hv fever.so aku tak menikmati mknan aku.after tht thought of buying something for ezah for her coming bday..tp tak jumpa.aihhh agak bosan jugak la smalam

we went to perfume shop.my sis wanted to buy her bf a perfume for his bday.cipet tol..aku punye bday tanak kasi bf kasi je pepepepepepet.so anyway,since i always buy male perfume for
myself i tolong la die.aku tanak kasi die pakai apa yg aku guna/akan guna.sbb nnt die lepak ngan aku bau yg sama tolong ah..we found Armani Code but the smell fades after a while.it is a mild secent pon kan..we need something yg keras skit yet nice bcz he is some kinda sportsman.budak tu main kapal layar.lgpun kan ke die laki?berpeluh bagai.xkuasa aku lelaki bau palat psl peluh ok.oh ya kitorg jumpa MONT BLANC STARWALKER.huh yg ni best la bau die..i recommend her his scent la kan...but tomorrow we'll look arounf subang parade ke pyramid ke for more choices.ya allah da kenape english aku tunggang langgang ni...aihhh

isnin ada Mandarin listening test 1 & 2.mati la aku.da la the other day i had to do monolog cz i cudnt find a partner to do presentation.aihhh..ape la aku ni.kene tendang fm uitm tau la..i miss having a lot of money and spend it like nobody business.im currently broke.babi betul

Tagged : Random facts

Each blogger must post these rules first

* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged, and to read your blog


8 random facts/habits about me :

1)aku seorang yg pemarah dan cepat marah.some ppl get mad easily and they cool down in a short while?not me..kalo aku marah,aku akan sentap smpi mlm or even smpi pagi esok.tgk kes la.i always avoid fm getting too mad cz at night i cudnt sleep.huh aku penah je jerit2 kat captain aku masa keje kat funa dulu and i ended up berjaga smpi pagi.wtf everyone knows this one thing abt me.mom said i got that from my mom and dad side.my grandpa fm both sides were short tempered kinda person.my dad easily get mad.and also few of my uncles.in my family,hanya aku n dad yg senang marah.lain2 tade pun even 2 bros.pelik?takkkk takkkk...warisan turun temurun tu hahaha

2)im afraid of the dark hahaha tapercaya?kalo kau duk umah aku kau akan tau.i wont swtich off the light when i go to bed alone.aku tatau la kalo duk umah br tu nnt aku akan tutup lampu.dad always tell me that its not good to switch on the light but what the heck la kan..aku bukak je.itu kat umah sndiri..tmpt lain confirm aku takan tutup lampu.sbb....im sharing a room with 2 sisters.so sorang balik kelantan sorang lg kat uitm s.alam.katil queen size,and aku tido sorang.kang kalo aku tutup lampu mula la terbgn2 time tido lps tu pk mcm2..cth nye aku akan letak brg2 laptop,bag,baju2 atau bantal kat tepi yg kosong supaya bila aku terbgn tgh mlm nnt aku tapayah takut ade hantu kat tepi aku.hehehe imaginasi aku tinggi sket.i was once dreamt about pontianak masa kat kg aku.dulu aku x kisah tido which side of bed pun...skang aku kene tido yg dekat dgn dinding.i need smtg to grip.oh smbgan cite pontianak.ok..masa tu dlm mimpi tu pn kat kg jugak la kan...it was dark and suddenly ada 4 pontianak mengilai2 kat 4 penjuru ceiling.kau tak kecut?lps tu masa aku tido(ni dlm mimpi la) ade sekor pontianak kat atas kepal katil n another one is standing next to me.sbb aku tido kt tepi yg xde dinding.sejak tu aku tade tido kat situ da hahaha

3)i eat good food.and aku sgt suka mkn hahaha sbb tu bdn aku da mcm chouji yg mengembang.semua org tau aku suka mkn...and few of friends witnessed me eating like theres no tomorrow.aku byk pantang larang mkn.i only eat what i feel like eating.contoh : kalo aku terase nak mkn burger king,tapi yg ada dpn mata hanya lah mcd.aku tetap mkn mcd tp lps tu aku akan beli burger king jugak hehehe aku ade byk benda yg aku tamakan.
-tomato (aku takan mkn wlupon kau offer berjuta dollar)
- yg ada santan (aku mungkin mkn tp akan muntah lps mkn)
- ikan bilis (sbb aku tasuke ikan tu cucuk2 dlm mulut aku)
- ketupat/nasik impit (sbb nasik tu lembik dan padat.tabole blah)
- roti tebal filling skit (sbb aku akan muntah jgk)
- aku takan mkn dada ayam atau bahagian yg byk isi sbb muak (dada manusia aku mkn la hahaha)

dan aku juga akan amik byk qty lauk dr nasik.because i ll stop eating if i finished my lauk.fussy?mmg pon hahaha semua org tau

4)aku tasuke shopping sbb aku akan pening bila tgk byk2 barang.esp beli2 baju.and because its hard to find my size,i hate shopping even more.i normally go to mall either to see movie or buy smtg tht i really need.aku takan shopping sesuka hati.wlupon begitu,aku suka beli mknan.aihhh and aku tasuke teman shopaholic pegi shopping.sbb dorang ni mane reti penat.pening pale aku.

5)aku bukan terlalu perempuan.hahaha faham ke ayat tu?i dont put on make up(ade pon only on certain occasion),i dnt fuss abt shopping new clothes or new accesories,handbag or shoes.semua tu pening and membazir masa aku.dan juga i dont know anything abt fashion.fashion org aku reti la fashion aku sndiri hancur hahaha


6)aku pemalas tahap maximum.aku malas masak,malas belajar,malas mengemas,malas tolong menolong,malas basuh pinggan,malas potong sayur,malas tu malas ni.semua aku malas.aku akan buat mengikut mood aku.huh not being proud of this stupid fact.tp da kau tanye aku jawab je la kan...

7)i love reading.kau campak aku kat kinokuniya aku bole duk sana 44 hari (hahaha mcm org panatang lps bersalin).dad said i love reading since i was very little.up til now aku hanya akan avoid reading text books and study books.lain sume aku baca.kau tapercaya kan?hahaha

8)aku sangat manja dgn family aku.wlupon kau nmpk aku sgt keras atau bukan perempuan masa dgn kwn2 aku tersgt manja dgn family aku.dlm 5 adik beradik,aku sorang je tapernah kuar umah lg.semua da merantau la jugak merasa duk luar tp aku tapernah dan aku tanak.im not independant kinda person.pegi bank pn huh berasa la duk situ tatau nak kuarkan duit pki form or even bukak account baru.meluat x?hahahaha

9)aku susah igt jalan.hehehe sbb dulu dad always take me to places and i never have the effort to regonise or memorise the way to places unless aku selalu jalan2 kat sana.it took me almost 2 years jgk la nak kenal jalan kat shah alam.kalo aku sesat seorang diri,and i managed to keluar,aku akan igt jalan tu smpi mati

10)im a very sensitive person.dan aku tasuke nak tunjuk.nuff said.malas nak elaborate psl benda ni

ye ye aku tau da ade 10..tp cam byk sgt la.hahaha tape la..nnt farra tag aku lg skali aku cite lg la eh..aku nak siap2 jap.ade hal nabuat.and ohhh im tagging readers :) sbb aku pon tatau sape lg yg baca blog aku nih

One hell of a long post

i know i know i was being a lazy ass to update cz i couldnt find the right time for blogging.been very busy lately.wit works,study and exams this end of month.im dead.yday i sat for business math tests,3 test that is.phewwww...was hard.one of the hard times in life.god knows how much i hate math and accounts or anything related to calculation.because i tend to forget the formula and having difficulties in solving those x,y kuasa 80 ribu la ape la...i hate it.i never actually pass my math & account papers with flying colors~ aku benci sial.so u know what i did last night?i copied my classmates answers.and my lecturer dont mind hahaha i love my math's lecturer.she's 22 years old..gile gempak.anyway,i 'll update u wit whatever happen to my for the past 1 month.dont be so shock la ok.hehehe

19092008

i was involved in an accident around 4pm.i was with my officer went out WITH permission from the executives.out for bank and mengular sekejap2 to pick up my online clothes that i booked the other day.when i was driving,wani asked me why did i buy a white MNG tank top (the fact that im wearing tudung la of cz) and was asking if i were about to repeat the old self by going to the clubs.and i told her yes.cz i was stressed out with my works and study.i need a break.i cant have my island getaway so i decided to pay my visit to clubs when i feel like it.i drove back to sec16.sampai roundabout as usual,give signal and masuk lane la.i dont know it was me not be able to see other cars or i was careless,a car knocked me from right and i drifted(mcm kt dlm too fast too furious,sec16 drift version)...so kete kene langgar and melingtang tgh2 jalan.sik baik takene sambar ngan lorry ke bus ke.other cars slow down and i nearly hit the devider.sib baik la aku brake sbb kalo aku tak brake mmg aku damasuk longkang n aku akan beraya dlm kubur.seriously i was shocked when it happened.smpi i stared at the longkang n the stering until my officer called my name to make sure i was okay.fortunately,im fine and my officer's armed ade la melecet skit but thank God we were okay.and biasa la pullover on the other side of the road to tgk2 kete and cite2 psl accident dgn pelanggar kete.

so we decided to lodge a police report.it was my 1st time doing the report and my 2nd time of accident this year..or was it my 3rd time?cant remember.susah jgk rupe nye nak buat report ni and its a waste of time la kan.its tiring and sgt suspen ok.kau tgk pacik2 police semua nya muka serious dgn misai2 yg tebal tu kan..cuak gak la nakasi statement.






eventually,i was called to give my statement n kasitau how did i happened.so akukasitau la...mane tau die kate tu salah aku sbb i was supposed to berenti seblm masuk roundabt.eh i did la...ah sukati kau je ckp aku salah.that chinese guy said he signaled but i didnt see him coming also.aihhh..tp walaubagaimanapun,tade sape yg kene sama rm300(gila mahal aku da cuak sbb bapak aku yg akan byr)..masing2 settle sndiri.

one thing bila accident,1st aku akan call my dad.and not mom.sbb apa?kete tu atas nama mak aku,n bila die tau accident...kau tau la perempuan,emosi kan.kang aku sentap ngan mak aku tak best pulak kan..masam2 muka byk2 hari,kan dajadi anak derhaka.

uihh panjang la pulak kan post accident ni.baiklah sampai disini shj..tanye la kalo ade pe2 kau nak tau...

26092008
my 23rd birthday.

00:16 1st wish from fina..awek CJ.
22:24 1st present fm mom.a gold tudung brooch.natau kenapa?sbb all this while leher aku akan melecet dan kdg2 berdarah sbb guna silver/plastic pins utk pakai tudung.dan ianya membuatkan leher aku tersgt la hodoh.aku allergic dgn brg2 tiruan.hahahaha riak sgt x?aku tatipu nih...kalo aku pakai rantai yg diperbuat dr silver,xsampai 5 min naik merah2...and aku terpaksa berlakon jd monyet.aku akan garu sana sini smpi merah2 smpi darah2...jijik kan?sbb tu aku tasuke pki accesories.rantai ke,cincin ke,bracelet ke...sbb nnt aku kene letak ubat.smpi skang aku asik pki this gold necklace yg aku pakai dr kecik.tapenah menyusahkan aku.masa aku dpt this pin emas kan,luka tu masih lg melecet.and the next day bila aku pakai,terus x gatal dan terus kering luka dan terus baik dlm masa beberapa jam.magic kan?hehehe aku rase aku mmg ada darah diraja la...i long for gold all the way.silver x main brader ;p




00:13 2nd present. a gym ball from my sister :D aku tersgt suka this gift.because i used to play with the gym ball masa aku pegi gym,dulu la kan.thought of buying tapi kau tau la aku kan....jumpa barang menarik semua nak beli...so terbeli brg lain.i thank her for buying the gym ball for me so i wont be a lazy bump to do sit ups everyday.sbb aku kene org pegang kaki aku utk sit ups,leg rise n back rise.

18:30break fast with nonee and semah: so i was supposed to go for business math class.tp nak buka puasa jugak wlupon tapuasa.semah n nonee ajak aku pegi buka puasa kat plaza masalam.before that we go around that area to look for a place to break fast tp cam semua penuh.da akhir2 puasa semua da malas namasak kat umah.last2 skali they decided to buka puasa at pelita plaza masalam.after few rounds,i started to get annoyed.when we got down the car,semah n nonee nak pegi mana tah sama2 ank suruh aku cari tmpt order dulu la ape la..aku cam hangin gak la...then try to cari table kosong.unfortunately full.so aku call la..takan nak lepak pizza ke kfc tabest.so settle at starbucks...berbuka kat starbucks best woo..kosong je.sukati kau la nak sap okok dulu ke x..but of course aku muslimah yg berbudi takan buat bende tabaik kat situ hehehe so semah pun sampai la...aku pilih la tmpt yg aku slalu duduk...then budak ni nak kasi aku hangin lg nak tukar2 tmpt.da kenape aku pon tatau.so lps argue a bit then decided to move to the paling hujung table.ordered and talked a bit.nonee out of no where tetibe je da ade kat situ.

so mcm biasa la kan...gossip2 mengumpat2 n all...mkn chicken cajun dome ke bende tah then after a while they switch off the fan.keluar la satu mamat ni bwk cake.aku tabajet la mende tu utk aku as there were other ppl yg mkn kat situ as well.smpi la die letak atas meja aku and sang happy birthday..oh br aku tau it was a surprise for me.it was really a surprise sbb aku tak jangka pun there will be any celebration.bcz its not a tradition in my family to celebrate bdays.so wasnt expected any.i thank them for the cake and make few wishes.it was a great moment for them to see me fall for their tricks.i was touched to tell the truth.lps tu mcm biasa sesi suap menyuap dan memberi ucapan.i fetched them home and headed to port klang

21:00 i reached fie's house.there will be a after graduation bbq party for phynie she said.so i got there and fie wasnt home.phynie said fetching mom frm work.she was preparing stuffs for bbq.and i was in front of tv trying to watch every channel.sbb mlm tu semua channel boring.jenguk2 her to see what else can be done.i asked her where r all her frens since the bbq meant for her graduation wat...she said no one is invited.only for family.after a while we cucuk2 the chicken wings,crab fillet,corns,pineapples and fishballs.after bbq-ed dip into a melt choc..heaven im telling ya..then after tht fie reached home.still we were fooling around with the camera and eat like ba alip ba ya.then fie asked me to post,so i did and when i turn around,phynie come to me with a cake :) again i was surprised.byk nye surprise for me arini hahaha last time when we were in high school,whenever we did bday surprises,the bday girl will have to remove all candles using her mouth and one babi-est person ever mesti push her head to the cake.and there were golddust all over hahaha but this time i remove the candle mcm org normal buat la.and we ate like the biggest babi ever.habis i tell u.and after tht we had camwhoring sessions.and was on the road bcz i need to smoke after meal hahaha thats about it.next post : RAYA 2008

i have a wonderful friends~

sorry la it was long cz i delayed for so many weeks.tanak baca pun tape sbnr nye hahaha