In the mood

im sooo in the mood to enjoy myself
to get really wasted
hahaha
was thinking to proceed with the plan to cameron and get me relax there

a friend of mine told me not to be someone im not
told me i dont have to do some not-me thing to enjoy myself
the thing is how many of my friend,know the real me?
know who i was in the past
some might think i was what i am today
some might think i was so angelic..well the fact that im wearing tudung la kan
not that im proud of my past
there s nothing to be proud abt pun
i admit i was stupid n wrong back then
if i have to list down the wrongdoings it wud be very embarassing
but sometimes i miss being the old fairuz
the one who really dont gives a fuck
the one who were determined
the one who were cold hearted.

i have to admit that since im working in TLS
i became more soft hearted
i became so weak
became the sensitive one
became the one who cries easily
its a shame
because i dont find crying is a normal thing

dropped Janda Baik's plan
and have fun in Cameron, MY WAY hehe
da lama x buat benda mengarut
since 2 weeks ago,the eagerness to be the old me has arrived
i think its time to have it all my way
cz im tired of being the one who cares abt other people but myself
bukan nye ade sape nak appreciate pun
let alone saying thank u ke ape
not that im expecting it pun
but at least appreciate la
not backstab me

tu la manusia
tak penah puas
tak penah berterima kasih
tak penah igt masa susah
bila senang semua lupa
manusia ni hodoh kan? :)