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this might be my last emo post
i dont wanna bore u wit my pathetic sad life stories
i will continue writing it in the other private blog

lgpun this is supposed to be a public blog
kalo aku tulis mcm2 kang stalkers amik point plak
aku namarah da tabole sbb ni public blog kan
tp mampos la ape2 pun

i cant believe i eat so little these days
mom made my most fave asam pedas the other day
n bcz i craved for it long ago,aku mkn satu pinggan je
and dad asked why i ate so little,i just smiled

i had an argument wt si siamang a.k.a my youngest sister
i admit i was being harsh when she was just trying to give me an advice
i wasnt really in the mood last week
so i got pissed and let it out on her instead
yeah,i feel bad
because she wont talk to me till now
and the fact that i wasnt home most of the time
i see her less and no talking,at all
i miss wrestling session with her

update:
i was out wit ct n anas last nite
i go out pratically every nite because i dont wanna b at home
we talked n laughed
but i wasnt feeling okay so i kept on crapping

siti wished me good nite,sleept tight and sweet dreams
thank you
i had a very sweet dream last nite
eventho it was only a dream
i know it wont happen in real life haha

u know i feel bad falling for someone wrong
i mean not bcz of his attitude of course
i jz tink it is wrong to fall for him
da la die pun menjalani hidup mcm biasa
i dont tink he even know that i exist
aku neh angan2 je lebey

and i was thinking of telling him wat i feel abt him
u know,jz to get over this 2 year's stupid feeling
so that i can finally move on
but i dont tink i ever have the guts to do so
it will definately ruin the friendship
i dont want that
tp kau rase patut ke?mcm tapatut ckp je kan

i was supposed to update on my cameron trip but too lazy to do so
bukan mls ape
kalo aku kuarkan gmbr kat sini tapasal je jd issue
buat kt private blog sudey

pls god,
bagi la balik nafsu utk menikmati mknan mcm dulu
wlupon aku nakurus,tp aku da tabole blah
kembang tekak tiap2 kali aku tgk org mkn
yg jugak membuatkan aku tanak mkn lngsung skrg neh