Puasa yg tabrape puasa

tergugat jugak puasa aku...disebabkan marah nak mampos dr malam smalam ni kan.aku cukup tasuke kalo ade je yg nak spoil kan mood aku esp yg tahap dewa cam ptg smalam.sbb die membawak ke esokkan hari.aku benci...so aku da tala dulu rokok (gila kan pi confess kat sini.but at least aku ngaku je) but i didnt eat la..i have to restrict myself fm eating too much.even berbuka pn aku akan limitkan makanan aku...smalam aku mkn 4 dadih hahaha gile kan..murtabak aku mkn suku je...gila kurus la aku nnt hahaha

aku ni bukan la nak membangga diri ckp diri sndiri baik ke ape kan..but im sure i did not interfere in anyone's life or business.but when any prob occurs,i will be the only or 1st victim to accuse.why?sebab aku ni ta attractive(kau tacaye?pecaya la aku da experience benda ni byk kali)....and i dont talk to ppl in a manja2 way..or maybe bcz their bf/gf come to me to share their probs.i always make sure that i dont suggest them anything or even try to break the relationship.i rather listen and keep it to myself.or maybe when i need opinion,i will ask ppl and make it as a general issue.not pointing to anyone or any names.

i always tell those who come to me that i dont wanna get involve.because it backfires me. but they insist.so aku dgr je la.but when the relationship doesnt work the way they wanted it to be,i always get the blame.accuse me for being the mastermind,for the being the middle man who spreads everything BUT mane penah ckp depan2 aku.semua nak ckp blakang2.bila kau ade masalah,kau cari aku.bila time kau happy,kau penah nak igt aku???bila masalah besar dtg,kau salahkan aku.so manusia jenis ape kau nih?jgnla salahkan aku kalo kesalahan tu kau yg cari sndiri.aku tacampur hal org.kau yg dtg cari aku.aku takan cari org nak pok pek pok pek gossip psl kau.kau igt kau sape sial aku kene ckp psl kau?and kenape aku perlu amik tau hal kau?kau nabuat pe pon its ur life wat...u dont involve in my world,faham?aku rase tade sbb aku nak bercerita psl kau dan konon nye memburuk kan nama kau.kau tu je yg suka buat assumption tah pe2 psl aku mcm kau kenal aku sgt.i used to admire u for ur maturity(for maturity yea...bukan psl kau good looking ke ape) but it turned out to be the other way around.and aku bole je nabuat tatau..but smpi bila plak kau nabuat aku mcm ni?kau igt aku ni sampah recycle?kau rase kau nak kutip masukkan dlm tong kaca,plastic n etc kau angkat.bile kau rase aku ni ta bernilai,kau pijak kau ludah kawwww punya.wlupon aku ni tacantik,pendek dan gemok,aku ni manusia.jgn layan aku mcm anjing.and i dont like the evil side of me.dan aku tau aku jenis pendendam.dont make me turn to my old self.by that time u'll be sorry u ever get to know me.aku bukan ckp besar,cuma aku tasuke bila ada yg mencabar aku.dan kalo aku nak buat jahat,aku akan make sure u'll suffer.bukan benda2 remeh mcm bdk2 ni.pls la so not me!

jgn kacau idup aku kalo aku takacau kau
dan jgn nak babitkan aku dlm masalah yg kau sndiri cari
so much for showing ur maturity as an adult
aku tade mase namasuk campur hal kau
as if i got no btr things to do
i got assignments and exams coming up
and its way important than ur issues
i wud appreciate if u cud jz step out of my world and just live urs
and if u insist,i'll play ur game
but dont get shock, u dont know what i'd do to hurt

p/s: aku tau ni bulan puasa dan aku patutnya bersabar,but the accusation is way too much.and yea..i did not mention any names in this entry,so jgn nak perasan sgt im talking about.it cud be anyone.and those who betrayed me bukan sorang atau dua,RAMAI.dan aku lebih suka menjaga hati aku sndiri dr sibuk najaga hati org lain.sorry peeps,but u turned me this way.adios~