Sleepless

i had only 3 hours sleep.i woke up at 3 for some reason and cudnt get back to my sleep.i dont know what is wrong with me lately.i hardly pay attention in whatever im doing.be it on work,study or even daily routine.yesterday i almost hit a car while i was on my ipod listening to 'beautiful dreamer'.cam agak pelik ke x dgr ipod sedangkan ade je radio and cd player.aihhh...

these lately i realise, it only take me few minutes to hate ppl.aku pon tatau nape saje la aku ni nak benci org.aku ade many names on my list.balas dendam punye list.aku rase mu anger took control la.aku rase lebey baik aku stay away fm people.nnt tah ape2 saje la yg aku buat nnt.

kau rase spending money on bag that cost RM200++ is normal kan?for me its a waste.aku rase taperlu utk beli semahal tu.tp tu kan keperluan bg seorang perempuan.aku kan perempuan (cewah hahaha) klu spend on bags ataupun baju2 perempuan(im normally on tshirts n jeans.bukan psl aku simple ke ape sbb byk baju perempuan aku tak muat.hahaha aku kan gemok) aku rase mahal gile.tp cuba kasi aku duit utk spend on perfumes.RM300++ pon aku takan pk pjg utk beli..aku pelik dgn cara pemikiran aku sndiri.lg satu,wlupon aku tade duit,aku tetap gatal tgn nak beli buku.lps skali baca da letak sepah2..bukan nye baca balik ke ape..tape2 nnt pindah umah aku akan ade bilik sndiri dan im gonna have my own book shelf.

i feel weird blogging at 6 in the morning.tarase ngantuk ke ape...mungkin kerisauan aku ttg duit yg makin susut.hahaha eh aku rase bahasa melayu aku dah improve la..maybe because i start to read some Malay blogs.hmmm...i dont know what i do best.ckp bahasa melayu?aku ckp bole la...cuba suh aku buat memo ke report ke..mati aku nak buat ayat.english?few years back bole la communicate in standard english,skang ni hampeh btol.japanese?ni da cam atas2 air je..aku faham je mende jepun ckp tp cam nak reply blk tu hehehe mmg gagap la.nak list down kekurangan aku nih sgt la byk...kelebihan tu cam..separuh je.huh nape tah emo plak pagi ni...cam nak pegi mati je hahaha

da la aku nak mandi la.smpi office kang aku nak tido.mintak2 tade la mimpi bercinta dgn org2 yg tak sepatutnya hahahaha