esok start keje.macam malas kot.cuti pun mcm da nadekat 2 minggu kan.i cut my hair,so short that my mom told my uncle im her 3rd son -_-' been spending most nights with Puteri,mamak and Mafi.talked about EVERYTHING.gossip yang tapenah surut.
After few months of so-called relationship with J,i decided to end it few days ago.i cant stand a clingy and needy guy.i mean seriously,i was supposed to be the one who needed attention more than a guy right?and was supposed to be the drama queen and the one who constantly update my sad,my-bf-doesnt-love-me status on Facebook.maybe i'd like my relationship to be more drama-free and that didnt happen.i was so sick of dealing with his big girl attitude.and his friends called me a bitch for making him feel hopeless and sad all the time.
i've been told by this one person that my ego is so high and thats the reason why im single for 6 freakin years.the truth is i rather be single than to be in a relationship with someone who is ignorant,pathetic and thinks he's all that(i know you're reading this :) ).and maybe im just too comfortable being single.and maybe,i like being in a safe zone,where i know i wouldnt get hurt by anyone.best kot jadi single kan?taperlu report pegi mana,na deal dengan jealousy bagai,nangis2 la ape la.sakit otak dowh
the ones i bother to put up with are my godsons.Ryan and Faiqqal.lain2 kalau tabole blah tu memang tabole blah juga la kan?bukan la aku ni rasa diri cantik ke best ke apa la kan but then banyak sangat drama dengan lelaki lelaki yg aku jumpa.naik menyampah.kalau aku takawin juga by 30,aku amik anak angkat.i cant picture myself getting married,but i can always picture myself being a mother.cakap pasal being a mother ni kasi aku marah dengan abandon babies yang menjadi2 sekarang ni.marah nya bila baca sesukati bapak kau je na buang anak sana sini.tambah la lagi dosa tu.dosa zina tu datentu besar,kalau dia hidup masa kau buang dan ada orang jumpa tape la.ni kau buang dia hidup,sebelum orang jumpa dia meninggal,macam mana?tade ke rasa kesian,sikit pun sayang kat baby tu.dia tade buat salah pun kat kau.dia jadi hantu haunt hidup kau baru la kau tau kan.
masalah terbesar sekarang ni,aku na diet tapi aku tapenah diet makan ke apa la kan.harus la aku pegi gym exercise.tunggu aku habis last sem ni yg feels forever baru aku pegi.masalah kedua kepada masalah terbesar ni apa lagi kalau bukan duit kan.haihhhhhh penat la pikir duit duit.kan best kalau kaya kan?
Do you believe in online love? (cehh tetiba kan hahaha)
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