- First vacation this year on March to Lang Tengah Island with my besties :) Its been a while since we had a vacation together.I had to force her to allocate a few days to go on a vacation because she's a workaholic and she cant be away from work for too long -_-'

- Convocation will be held on May but I'm not sure the date.until I know the exact date,I cant book my vacation with my mates -_-' (update: selalunya dorang kata end of may of beginning of june so trip kali ni jadi.yay!)

- im so sick of my yoyo diet.kejap diet kejap rasa 'tape la esok diet lg'. cravings attack gila babi melanda.

- im so sick of promises.serious ni aku bosan.

- these are the books that i bought/borrowed untuk melalaikan aku dr rokok dan lepak.i've only read 3 of them.im on 'a bend on the road now'

Me Gook - Written by Brian Hartenstein.This is a good book.im not saying this because i know Brian.Bila aku baca buku ni semua emotions ada.based on his experience married to a korean woman dan things he have to put up dengan Asian culture

A bend in the Road - Yana yg hadiahkan aku buku ni :) tengah baca

Dear John - Seen the movie.of course the book is better than the movie walaupun movie ada Channing Tatum <3

Message in the Bottle - Borrowed from Haya.cerita yg sedih.almost made me cry

seen the movie.tapi belum sempat nabaca lagi

My sister's keeper - datgk movie.cried.im pretty sure this book will make me cry

okay ni aku baca yang terakhir.

- aku malas la na update dammit walaupun aku banyak benda nacerita

Happy New Year

i hope its not too late to wish everyone a very happy new year!tiade new year resolution ye cik kak semua.or cik abang.i just got back from a birthday dinner.my little sister is 23!wow how timeflies.baru mcm na update sikit2 la kan.aku malas sebenar nya -_-'

- Passed all subjects on my final semester.Convo on May.Alhamdulillah walaupun bukan 3.0 kan.cukup bersyukur da aku lulus Economics dgn C.aku rasa lecturer tu mungkin kesian tgk paper aku yg buat formula dan jalan kerja sesukati aku.

- Bakal untuk start cereal diet bersama2 N,Farra,Tatum dan Monday Makeover members.kita tengok bole buat ke tabole buat.mati la hari2 makan cereal je

- Attended cousins wedding last Saturday.had high fever on that very nigh

t sebab cuaca malaysia terlampau panas,aku tabole handle.kau kata la aku poyo ke apa,aku memang tabole handle cuaca panas malaysia ni.da la panas,kena tanya pulak bila nakawin.bosan betul aku -_-' bukan salah aku kot kalau cousin2 kawin awal.

- kepada stalker blog dan fb aku (and you know who you are),kau bole ta buat hal kau sendiri?dan jangan menyibuk hal aku?tasemesti nya im not up to your s

tandard,tade org nakawan ngan aku.and i dont have to made him up.walaupun aku rasa i dont have to prove it to you,untuk senyapkan mulut longkang kau,aku tunjuk je ok.sorry la bukan kau sorang je laki dalam dunia ni.aku ta batak pun dengan orang macam kau

- im grateful to have such lovely people around me.i know they will be there for me no matter what.dan aku pun tau sapa yang gunakan aku :) taperlu berpura-pura.dan disebabkan aku terpaksa amik injection untuk stopkan period(merehatkan luka di dalam perut) dan effect dia macam menopause,kawan2 aku terpaksa bersabar dengan mood swing yg betul2 bole swing dalam beberapa saat.aku sayang korang

Masa mula2 aku na buat entry tadi macam2 dalam kepala aku.sekarang ni macam da tade apa natulis.bodo gila.macam tah apa2 je.

Updates

i was supposed to get my long due assignment done.i seriously cant be bothered to study or get all my assignments done,at all.so i decided to update my blog instead.i've been wanting to post few new entries but...malas la.dont know where to start.so now here we go

Aku tulis sampai situ je then terus malas na update blog.so now betul2 update haha

1.Had 2 in 1 operation on October 4th.i had my appendix and cyst removed.long story short,my movements are quite limited.started gym a day before i had that tummy cramp attack(i thought it was period pain which is true jugak sebab ada cyst)still on recovery process.no weight lifting but went for walking for couple of days already.
masa aku kena attack dengan sakit2 tu semua,aku igt period pain kan tapi ada la 10 kali ganda sakit dia,aku sempat mengucap dulu sementara menunggu painkiller sampai haha i thought i was gonna die.no,seriously.
comel je kawan2 datang melawat membawa bunga,kad dan membuat bising dalam bilik smpi kena tegur ngan nurse kan haha ada kawan2 mak aku yg datang melawat kemudian tanya bila SPM pun ada hahaha tabole handle betul.sangat2 berharap aku taperlu melalui operation apa2 in future sebab sakit gila kot -_-' napegi toilet pun bersusah payah bagai.na jalan pun susah.tapi best sebab abah beli katil warna putih utk aku(aku guna tilam je kot sbb tabole afford utk membeli katil sendiri :p )
it was so nice of my bestmates to kidnapped me a week after im back from the hospital dan makan2 secret receipe.pantang seminggu je,bole?siap lepak starbucks layan choc caramel haha i think i lost about 5 kgs tapi ta bertahan lama sebab kawan2 semua jadi syaitan nirrajim.

2. final exam da lepas dan juga this is my final semester.hopefully i dont have to re sit for that bloody economics paper for the 3rd time.bole nangis kot tengok soalan yg kau confirm kau tabole jawab.kalau lulus bole aku tukar keje hahaha

3.my english is getting worse.mmg cam haram la kan

4. ada sesapa na offer aku keje ta?

5.i hate long distance relationship

oi wtf my entry got deleted.pfft cant be bothered to write it all over again.

on Diet mode.kali ni serious kot sebab i signed up for gym last 2 days.gonna start going to the gym daily after final.to avoid white rice,white bread and other fave food is never easy.i keep telling myself that i will eat those yummy food when i reach my goal.i still take something light before i go to class though.i'll try to get my 2005 weight back before March next year.in 6 months.tapi rasa mcm kesian dengan diri sendiri kena catu makan gila babi :( 30kg to lose.mati la aku.confirm kene pegi gym hari2 ni.aerobics juge kot walaupun aku tapernah try and agak pemalu na try.




Finally someone who accept me for who i am :) welcome to my world stevo

Who gives a flying fuck if i only have 10 followers?Exactly,no one.kenapa la kau kemaruk followers?blog ni sebenarnya for me to let it all out,so i dont take my anger out on other people.initially created to avoid me from killing people.i started blogging since i was about 15 or 16,it worked so far.belum lagi bunuh orang.dan bukan nya na cari publisiti ke apa kan?yang kau sibuk sangat natgk followers supaya kau bole ckp blog kau cool la kan,blog kau best,blog aku crap.memang crap pun tapi macam tade kene mengena ngan kau,menggelabah apahal sial? serious dowh,get a life.

To an Indian lady who works for Atlas Vending and picked up my call this afternoon,you should go for a training or something la kan.kau kan in customer service dept,angkat phone tu elok2 la,aku customer,aku buat report pasal machine bodoh kau tu rosak,budak2 ni naminum air,bukan aku complain laki kau main ngan pompuan lain ke apa.paham ta pasal keje,mengamuk ngan aku apasal sial? monyet betul.dan aku call balik sebab orang kau tadatang since last week.kau suruh orang datang hari sabtu,masa orang takeje buat apa bodoh?nasib baik aku tabole na call superior kau terus untuk complain perangai kau yg kurang ajar dengan customer walaupun mula2 aku cakap dengan sopan dan santun.kau dibayar untuk pick up phone,terima report customer kot kan.aku bukan harass kau verbally ke apa,lain kali walaupun kau PMS,walaupun you're having a bad day,walaupun kau tengah tade mood,bila customer call,be professional.da la aku cakap malay ke english ke kau tapaham -_-' haih bikin wa panas je lu ni.

Gym session will start as soon as im done with my final exam.i failed my Eco last 2 semesters.i have to resit for the bloody paper this semester.learn nothing.i still have a hard time to understand the fuck Eco is all about.kalau aku jadi Prime Minister,aku akan bubarkan subject Math,Add Math,Accounting dan Economics.walaupun aku tau akan menjatuhkan negara,aku akan tetap bubarkan.sebab aku kena struggle kot subject2 tu semua.itu pun KALAU la aku jadi.tolong la jangan fail lagi.final semester ni -_-' bila na grad kalau asik fail je subject yang sama.mati la kena amik lagi nanti.bab2 mengira2 algebra la,curve turn to the right or left,U curve,kejadah tu semua susah aku na paham :( terasa bodoh pulak.haih jauh menyimpang,sebenarnya aku nakasi tau,lepas exam nanti aku bakal jadi kurus :D dulu i gave up my kickboxing and gym for my uitm and Japanese classes.and I gained 30kgs in 4 years.best kan?

Mungkin juga aku akan belajar memasak.mungkin la.aku ni pemalas napegi dapur.dan mungkin aku akan belajar berenang.i will sign up for swimming class once i lose weight.nanti susah la nacari swimming suit,ataupun diving suit.

Actually,im having difficulties to sleep everyday.will only feel sleeping at 7 in the morning.masa tu da nakena pegi keje kan.susah betul la ini macam.haiyo

aku tatau nabuat title apa so entry kali ni tanpa tajuk la ye

esok start keje.macam malas kot.cuti pun mcm da nadekat 2 minggu kan.i cut my hair,so short that my mom told my uncle im her 3rd son -_-' been spending most nights with Puteri,mamak and Mafi.talked about EVERYTHING.gossip yang tapenah surut.

After few months of so-called relationship with J,i decided to end it few days ago.i cant stand a clingy and needy guy.i mean seriously,i was supposed to be the one who needed attention more than a guy right?and was supposed to be the drama queen and the one who constantly update my sad,my-bf-doesnt-love-me status on Facebook.maybe i'd like my relationship to be more drama-free and that didnt happen.i was so sick of dealing with his big girl attitude.and his friends called me a bitch for making him feel hopeless and sad all the time.

i've been told by this one person that my ego is so high and thats the reason why im single for 6 freakin years.the truth is i rather be single than to be in a relationship with someone who is ignorant,pathetic and thinks he's all that(i know you're reading this :) ).and maybe im just too comfortable being single.and maybe,i like being in a safe zone,where i know i wouldnt get hurt by anyone.best kot jadi single kan?taperlu report pegi mana,na deal dengan jealousy bagai,nangis2 la ape la.sakit otak dowh

the ones i bother to put up with are my godsons.Ryan and Faiqqal.lain2 kalau tabole blah tu memang tabole blah juga la kan?bukan la aku ni rasa diri cantik ke best ke apa la kan but then banyak sangat drama dengan lelaki lelaki yg aku jumpa.naik menyampah.kalau aku takawin juga by 30,aku amik anak angkat.i cant picture myself getting married,but i can always picture myself being a mother.cakap pasal being a mother ni kasi aku marah dengan abandon babies yang menjadi2 sekarang ni.marah nya bila baca sesukati bapak kau je na buang anak sana sini.tambah la lagi dosa tu.dosa zina tu datentu besar,kalau dia hidup masa kau buang dan ada orang jumpa tape la.ni kau buang dia hidup,sebelum orang jumpa dia meninggal,macam mana?tade ke rasa kesian,sikit pun sayang kat baby tu.dia tade buat salah pun kat kau.dia jadi hantu haunt hidup kau baru la kau tau kan.

masalah terbesar sekarang ni,aku na diet tapi aku tapenah diet makan ke apa la kan.harus la aku pegi gym exercise.tunggu aku habis last sem ni yg feels forever baru aku pegi.masalah kedua kepada masalah terbesar ni apa lagi kalau bukan duit kan.haihhhhhh penat la pikir duit duit.kan best kalau kaya kan?

Do you believe in online love? (cehh tetiba kan hahaha)

Raya Post

There's nothing interesting about raya this year.no diff from previous years.panas gila la mungkin kat kampung.aku bole je duduk dalam bilik air mandi sejam ke dua jam je sebab tatahan panas.sebenarnya masa aku post entry ni aku kat starbucks,sangat panas yg nembuatkan aku tabole na fikir.your country is very hot la -_-' apa kata aku post gambar je.

oh jap ada few diff kot.cousins aku tertambah2 anak,dan anak sedara aku dah masuk uni.diorang panggil aku mak ngah -__-' sedih dowh,terasa diri da tua.oh cuba kau tengok baju kurung aku tu.dulu kan aku igt size aku tade dijual dipasaran.sedih kan.

i thought of wearing my last year's baju raya because im fucking broke.then my little sister was kind enough to share her money(from my parents) to buy baju raya.disebabkan aku malas napikir sangat,aku amik je baju kat sek9 yang siti paksa aku try the other day.mula2 aku na amik size L tp disebabkan peha yg ni cantik sangat tabole muat,so aku tanya la adik aku kalau aku bole amik baju size L then kain size XL hahaha last2 aku amik size XL sebab adik aku tanak buat jahat bulan puasa -___-' baju bunga bunga merahhhhh.

oh nasib baik manusia manusia yang aku tasuke tade kat kampung selama aku berada disana.buat semak je pun kalau ada.dan aku agak pelik la ngan orang tua yg na condemn semua benda yg anak2 sedara dia buat,belajar ni semua.kau buat hal kau sudah la kan.sibuk orang na amik course apa la,sibuk orang tabalik raya la,ha ye la semua orang je buruk,kau je la yang best.wtf

aku balik sini raya ke 3 malam.mungkin aku lebih selesa duduk shah alam kot.dad's birthday was on 12th but we didnt get to do anything,sebab tiada kedai kek yg bukak.na wish pun dia sibuk ngan adik beradik dia.last2 manusia yg aku tasuka tu juga la buat surprise utk bapa aku.tapi agak tajadi sebab kek dia tinggal dalam kereta,dan ingat balik masa kitorg da masuk highway hahaha effort ada bagus la tu haha

Kenapa la kawan2 aku ni raya sampai 2 minggu -_-'

Sebenarnya nabuat raya entry semalam but got carried away with ste on msn.so esok la aku buat

Moved on

A year ago,i had a very tough time to forget this one guy.The one that i have a crush on for years.I moved on.It was very hard for me because I think i have fallen deeply in love with him.double the challenge because i never had the chance to tell him what i felt about him.and knowing that i would get rejected,stopped me from doing that.I didnt talk to him for almost a year now.I just wish him the best.I forbid myself from listening to few songs that would probably remind me of the feeling i used to have for him.and listen to Eminem songs instead hahaha.it works so far.

oh last year i did mentioned i was waiting for the book Queen Tatum was sending me right?I finally got that on Oct 11th,2009. I remember when the book was handed to me.I was so excited and nervous hahaha i opened the parcel carefully.I almost cried to be honest haha then i took a picture of me and the book.I was in the office at that time btw.So,my annoying boss,wanted to borrow the book.and kinda ordered me to bring that book to the office when I'm done with it.Since it was a good day,i agreed.and what happened after returned me MY book made me realise that i should never even borrow him in the first place.



Anyway,i had few vacations since i last wrote.Cherating,Cameron Highland,A Famosa and Redang Island. I had so much fun in Redang.Even saw shooting starts,twice.we didnt wanna go back.i like the idea of waking up to the sound of waves.its refreshing.I'll just upload few of them here.Too lazy to write about the trips.Pictures from Redang

Im back :)

it has been almost a year since i last blogged.i think imma start blogging again.too many things happened over the last 11 months.nothing to update really.i'll start writing again when im done with my assignments.to be honest,i only blog when i wanna get something off my chest without having to punch anyone in the face or taking my anger on anyone.just to put me out of my misery.im gonna do this again,except this time,maybe less swear words.i cant always swear at the age of 25,sounds immature aye?but yeah we'll see how long very nice,neat,polite post will lasts hahaha im going to pop a sleeping pill now.i'll write tomorrow.hmmm i dont pop pills for fun.its just that i need to work and i cant sleep at night,at all.so its unhealthy.my sleeping pattern is pretty fucked up atm.well,more like most of the time.feels weird to write again haha

Tagged by Tatum

5 years ago:
I was working at funa.had a very wonderful time with my working crews.began to mix around with malay people,finally.

5 months ago:
I was excited planning for few vacations and saved up my money just to have fun with fave ppl.i even pretend i was on the beach,laying down listening to the waves EVERYTIME i was about to put myself to sleep.

5 weeks ago:
I had my blackberry and that was when it became so addictive.busy ONLY with my phone until my friends got annoyed hahaha

5 days ago:
i started my week mourning over cashless bank account.it was only the 2nd week of the month and im broke.wtf

5 mins ago:
I was playing some card game in BB and won!not happy because i just finished my ciggerates.haih

5 things you can’t leave your house without:
My cellphones,perfume,at least few RM,ciggies and halls mint

5 things inside your purse/bags:
cellphones,perfume,keys,receipts and ciggies

5 people you love the most:
My family,the KBA peeps

5 things you believe in:
God, Love, Kindness, Loyalty, sincerity

5 songs i know all the words to:
The Warning,Love The Way You Lie, The Way I am,Just Lose it,Better than me.

5 foods/drinks i enjoy:
Singgang,Tom yam,asam pedas,iced tea and water.

5 things i'd do with £100 million:
40 million goes to my parents,30 million invest,12 million for my siblings, and the rest is for me to spend

5 places i would run away to:
To any islands.i have always wanted to live by the beach.do nothing.sits around and enjoy the sound of waves.pure bliss

5 things i would never do:
Never abandon any of my family member,like Tatum i could never kill a child.cant think of anything anymore haha

5 fav tv shows:
maybe csi,house and stuff like that.im not home most of the time.

5 greatest joys:
My family,my close friends,my godsons,money and more money

5 fav toys:
i used to have ultraman collection,my bb.hmmm thats all i guess

5 fears:
- losing my family.
- not being able to protect my sisters and mom from crazy people out there.
- to get so fat -_-'
- if my godsons dont regonize or remember me anymore :(
- die before i could change to be a better muslim

5 people i'm tagging:
no one -_-'

raya was ok..but 4th day of raya have to work.smpi la skrg kat kat office lg.very babi.

im off to cherating on saturday.yippieeeeeeee.be back on monday.haih been waiting for this trip for months already.i hope my gps wont fuck me that bad cz im gonna be pissed.and im gonna be broke next month.so broke.so no good food entries for a while.

oh babes,google zac brown band 'whatever it is' song.my current fave song.its a country song :) im so mixed up

i was supposed to get my book this week.im still waiting for it,patiently.sabar fairuz sabar.dtg jugak nnt

Updates

1. meet up with Haya at Secret Receipe.wlupon tapuasa kan...haha ckp2 smpi pkl 9 lebih kot.mostly we update each other on relationships,books,celebrity and abt life.gila tabole blah kan...then off to miza,jumpa siti pulak.i didnt see her much since its fasting month anyway,malas aku mau pegi 1G.ckp2 lg..ketawa2...kutuk2 org..pastu balik kene marah pffft

2. buka puasa tahun ni byk dgn N...since i need to smoke,dia sorang je kot yg bole teman.aku kan taramai kwn.pathetic gila life aku haha.ohh ari ape tah aku jumpa maya & adina.she's 8 months old already...comellllll tp muka mcm bapak dia.maya tu bole dikatakan antara kwn paling lama aku kot.dr standard 1...dia da kawin..aku yg talepas2 lg haha

3. jumaat mlm,lepak with cjay then die ckp napegi rawang jumpa peezee :) ikut la skali...one good thing abt hanging out with them,stress-free.they r those people who dont treat me like a trash.they accept me the way i am.wlupon skang aku dagemok.pee volunteered to be my personal trainer in order to become one of the biggest loser pfft.tp byk la pulak ceramah die kan haha smpi umah pkl 4 pagi,n dad was waiting for me at the living room.hehe mmg la kene bebel

4. im offically addicted to rap and hip hop songs again..i listen to indo song verrryyyy less these days.eminem, lil wayne and soulja are my most current play.why all of sudden?because im going thru sort of break up(not a break up but sort of) and if i wanna stop myself from crying,im gonna have to smoke,a lot.n since i pity my lung for many months already i wanna cut down the intake,i listen to murder murder kill kill die die fuck here n there songs.PERFECT remedy for the broken hearted.

5. if im as hot as megan fox,im gonna make eminem marry me.oh i dreamt of him the other day,tgh akad nikah kawin ngan aku sialllll lmao it put smile on my face for the next 2 days.

6. i bought like 3 books last week

the time traveler's wife - as recommended by Haya the other day

For One More Day - started to like his book after reading The Five People You Meet in Heaven

Starting Over - Read the synopsis and bought it in MPH with fie n supin.and fie went 'ruz how come u always buy books about life?come on ur life is not that bad' LOL

7. and guess what people,i'll be getting my Eminem - The Way I Am book by raya.im soooo freaking excited.thanks to permaisuri.u really made my day.since i couldnt find the book in any local store,i have to ask permaisuri to purchase the book in Amazon.this gonna be the best present this year.i read the reviews,and i know it will be a good read.2 hari jugak la hati ta tenang.tgh sabar menunggu.

He is the best rapper EVER after Tupac.gosh im so obsessed

8. i hate my Part 6 subjects.Eco,Corporate Compliance and ETR.fuhhh da la susah...pastu eco byk nakene calculate plak tu...calculus is bunch of bitches.they confuse me pffft.

9. after raya getaway to Chearting :) we are planning on water activities and horseback riding kalo ada la kan...going to turtle sanctuary~ rasa2 bole adopt a baby turtle and bring back to shah alam ke ta?rasa2 sempat ta aku nakuruskan badan?bercuti di tepi pantai harus la bikini body kan haha

10. i cant feel the raya spirit for many years already.even before i stopped fasting for 4 years due to gastritis.org ckp sbb aku tade pasangan hidup (tha fuck?).sbb tu la aku ta excited.ta jugak wehhh masa ade bf dulu pun mmg taseronok pun.biasa2 je.for me raya is a family gathering.nothing much to be excited about.i dont eat rendang,i dont eat ketupat,i eat very little lemang.aku tamain mercun juge..sbb dr kecik mmg kitorg aik beradik tabole main.putus tgn kaki mata la ape sume dlm berita tu kan.hmmm whats wrong with me anyway?

Tagged by baiti

Nama timangan:
fairuz, ruz, pendek,gemok ....yg buruk2 tu sume nama timangan aku sbb dorang dengki aku comel wtf

Anda seorang yang:
complicated.bad-tempered BUT caring kot..kot je la.aku sndiri ta sure haha

Lagu kesukaan:
all time fave: Bella Luna by Jason Mraz, Everything by Micheal Buble, However by Glay, Beautiful Dreamer by Glay, Jie Kou by Jay Chou, An Jing by Jay Chou ..eh byk la plak

current: The Warning by Eminem, Kim by Eminem, Bagpipe From Baghdad by Eminem, We Made You by Eminem, Tired of Being Sorry by Enrique Iglasias, Kiss Me Thru The Phone by Soulja Boy, You're So Vain by Carly Simon...ok cukup taperlu list down lg

Movie terBesttt:
How to Lose a Guy in 10 days- i can watch this movie hundred times and still laugh like mad
Transformer - sbb yg no 2 aku tapenah tgk lg
Radit dan Jani - ini bukan movie kot.ada dlm DVD je.tgk byk kali pun still nangis jugak

Usually i like action and horror movie.tp ada masanya hormon perempuan lebih aku akan tgk romantic comedy movies.never really into malay movies tho but some of them are good no doubt abt that

Makanan kesukaan anda:
nakene list nama mknan ke jenis mknan?sbb byk neh

malay - singgang,asam pedas ikan kembung,ayam masak merah/kicap,tomyam dan selagi tade santan/taugeh/tomoto yg rupa tomato dlm masakan tu aku bole bedal
japanese - semua pun aku mkn sbb mkanan dia tade letak santan
western - tgk mood aku.mkn je ape pun sbb die pun tade santan kan.

annoying gila kan ckp santan santan haha

Minuman kegemaran anda:
aku suka lipton green tea,ribena,teh o ice.air suam ke..apa2 je pun aku minum asal tade susu pekat.bole muntah eeeee

Sikap yg membuatkan anda stress:
byk ni...takan aku na list semua.tape la aku list down je la kan
org bodoh sombong
org tade duit tp perasan mcm byk duit gila babi.
perempuan hodoh yg rasa diri sndiri cantik dan poyo
org2 yg kene culture shock ni haha
backstabber
suka cancel last minute
lembab selepas di ajar 10 kali


Benda yg mesti ada dlm beg:
mesti la telefon bimbit,kunci rumah,lighter + rokok, perfume, wallet yg hanya menyimpan matrix card,IC,driving license etc

Warna kesukaan anda:
Black,grey,brown and red

Kali terakhir anda menangis dan mengapa?
last week kot sbb aku tgk cerita Charlie and Me kat tv2.got carried away menangis mcm org gila sbb apa aku tatau.maybe sbb aku da lama takasi diri aku nangis.

Tag 6 rakan blog:
1.Permaisuri
2.N
3.Farra
4.Hezrin
5.Siamang
6.Rina

so so

1. out for tony romas at curve with fie on monday.since i wasnt in the mood to attend class till 9.30 i decided to leave early.as usual i ordered tony romas famous ribs.i previously ordered the same one but i had smaller pieces of 4.this time it was on 2 pieces but it was huge.haih...mmg la ta abis mkn.i forced myself to finish it...tp mmg takan abis.on my way back from the curve i feel like puking the whole time in the car.itu la jadi nya kalo aku asik paksa diri mkn wlupon suda kyg.fie ordered seafood salmon or smtg but it was yummy.i had enuff of ribs,at least for the next 2 months.gonna try smtg else.but its good to see fie more often this few weeks.





2. went for movies on fri and saturday night.on friday we get to watch ' the proposal'at 12.05 am.fuh the movie i tell u...fuhh best gilaaaaaaaa...sweet namampos.since aku kan kini hati runsing jiwa kacau,im easily touched by love story.tp aku rasa mmg best.aku tareti mau buat review but its highly recommended.on saturday i went out with my lil sister.had johnny's after movie.oh aku tgk harry potter.im not a fan of potter.never really see the movies or read the book.but the movie was okay.my sister said the recent potter movie was not as good as the previous ones.ntah la aku tgk je pun....tu pun lama gila.

3. bought 2 books. babyland by holly chamberline and the undomestic goddess by sophie kinsella.suda lama aku tabeli buku.aku nabeli twenties girl by sophie kinsella tp masa tu aku tacukup duit.mahal sikit la...bila ada duit beli mknan mahal2...kan da tade duit haih


4. i was sick yesterday.but the night before went for bowling with siti n angah.i dont like bowling that much but i just need to go out.need some fresh air..smoke and gossip around.just to take mind off things for a while.angah ajar aku cara main bowling siot...sakit tgn aku :(

5. Al-fatihah to a friend of mine on her loss.her niece was only 2 months old when she returned to God.nape aku tatau..i dont think its the good time to ask...lgpun die tamenangis.she lost her other 4 years old niece last year on May 13th..just 2 days before her birthday.to add up,she just broke up with her bf 3 days ago.haih...babe,be strong.dont keep it inside,let it out.it is okay to be sad,its okay to cry.let me know if u need anything,u know i'll be there for u

6. aku mau pegi bercuti di tmpt yg senyap,ada laut ataupun pantai,affordable.sape ada cadangan?bila ada duit,kwn aku plak tade.bila dua2 da ade...hal lain plak muncul.babi sgt

7. oh aku baru terigt,aritu lps bowling kitorf lepak miza la kan...angah n ct digossipkan masa pegi kenduri adul aritu.so aku pun usik la sikit2..usik2 pasal kawin sume la..pastu si siti ni kuarkan soalan

siti: angah kau tanak feruz ke ngah?
angah: hah?
siti: kau tanak feruz ke?feruz ok ape
angah: boleh...tp kau kene ubah la
me: hah?ubah ape plak
angah:bukan ubah fizikal la...ubah perangai
me: haaa ubah perangai...
siti: yg pertama apa ngah?
angah:perangai
siti: yg kedua?
angah: perangai jugak
siti: yg ketiga?
me: perangai jugak ke?
angah: perangai jugak
me: -.-'

teruk sgt ke perangai aku T__T bole aku tanya ta..?yg sape2 kenal aku,ape perangai aku yg annoy kau gila babi?bagi yg takenal aku bole jugak kasi comment,tetapi berlapik skit...mood aku tatentu skang neh..kang baca comment yg lebih2 kang,aku reply secara memaki...tasengaja pun kadang2 tu..haih

updates

1. HODs started to get my bb pin.which is not cool at all.i even ignored most HODs friend request in facebook.dakenape mau add aku neh?haih...obviously i wont bbm with the bosses in this company.bado asked for my pin this morning and i had to give him because he looked so excited that a clerk is using a blackberry javelin and he desperately want to start bbm-ing with everyone.swt

2. i had fun hanging out with fie on weekend.i havent seen her for quite a while.we went for a movie in the curve and supposedly signing up for 'the biggest loser asia'.we watched 'ghost from girlfriends past'.starring matthew mcconaughey.he is soooo charming.cool gila sial die tu..i dont watch romantic movies often but i really like his character in his every movie.ohh about the BLA thing,we reached there quite late but we saw a few contestant and fie told me not to sign up because obviously we wont get picked.they are far bigger than us wlupon i strongly believe im their size wtf

3. we had purikura session on saturday.the last one was years back and on sunday fie brought the whole collection from we were in high school.i dont collect pictures hahaha i lost it long ago.it brings back the stupid memories we used to have.

candid shot yg paling suka

retarded shot haha this was 4 years ago

first puri together

ini pun agak lama suda...6 thn lps kot

i think this was before our date with our exs hahaha

okay...that guy used to hang out with us because he was tring to kao fie's sister

this the our FIRST purikura.we were 15 years old hahahahaha

i remember this was in sg. wang

hahahaha when we were all still in normal weight

cari saya...librarian in 2002 i think

4. we went to pasar malas yday evening around fie's office.spent almost 20 ringgit on food.me and fie decided to launch our food trip very soon.

5. byk gila assignment smpi aku suda mau gila...mcm2 la sem ni...duit tade utk byr fees la,role play la,presentation melambak2,eco yg susah la...adoi...mcm mau berenti belajar pun ade neh.i was at fie's office until 3am last night to get ONE bloody assignment done.

6.bole ta kalo aku masih tabole terima adik2 aku dabesar dan menjalani hidup sndiri?dulu mau pegi beli barang ke..mau tgk movie ke..mau pegi sana sini akan call n ajak aku la kire nye.skrg neh kan sorang da ade bf,tgk movie dgn bf etc...sorang lg ajak kakak nye pulak utk pegi beli brg sbb masing2 dapandai bwk kete.so i feel left out.bole ta?padahal aku agak bz dan dorang sbnr nya malas nakacau aku...haih

7. bole ta kalo aku ckp aku benci org bodoh??hmmm lembab & slow atau lmbt pick up ke apa tu...mcm bole diterima kot.ni yg jenis buat salah berkali2,ditegur berkali2,masih buat kesalahan yg sama ataupun susah naterima teguran org.kalo pandai tape...haaa kan aku da start mulut puaka ni.lg satu aku benci org yg berckp tapikir dulu.lps ckp kene maki baru napk.pastu mula la na sorry2 setiap kali kene maki.masalah nya...aku menghadapi masalah dgn org yg lebih tua dr aku...nak aku pijak kang..kwn.

8. dan tolong la jgn na obsses sgt dgn diri sendiri...haih.nasib baik mulut aku ni selalu behave.

9. sebenarnya aku pun tasuka dgn diri aku yg cerewet neh hahahaha kalo sume perangai tabole na handle baik kwn dgn beruk kan?tp...aku cukup tasuke dgn perangai org2 yg disebut sepertu di atas.bloody mf kasi aku marah smpi the next morning

ok tu je na bebel.bye

Award

(1). 5 FAKTA MENARIK PEMBERI AWARD INI

1. die sengal
2. da kwn agak beberapa thn jugak la...almost 5 years kot
3. dulu mcm setan skrg ni da baik da hehehe
4. Anak die comel dowh aku blm tgk lg
5. die kan skrg ada online boutique babe check out

(2). SETIAP BLOGGER HARUS MENYATAKAN 10 FAKTA ATAU HOBI DIRI SENDIRI SEBELUM MEMILIH PENERIMA AWARD YANG SETERUSNYA


1. anon tasuke aku hahaha
2. i love reading wlupon ramai kwn2 aku tapercaya
3. insomnia loves me
4. i hate waiting, dealing with mental retarded people and rempit
5. i love to eat ~
6. aku penah simpan cita2 nakawin dgn hide nakata muahahaha
7. i used to be 50kg T___T
8. i hate hate hate maths and anything got to do with calculations. account lg la aku tasuke
9. i dont apply make ups. not even lipstick.kalo ade maknanya ade la event tu dan mungkin terpaksa je pakai pun
10. those who have been with me knows that i have a lot of phones and numbers hahaha

(3). ANDA PERLU MEMILIH 10 PENERIMA AWARD SETERUSNYA DAN DESCRIBE TENTANG MEREKA

Perlu ke 10?tgk la nnt brape ramai yg nabuat

1. farra nellie suria - nama dia panjang kan? she's our queen of chorus lol
2. narimah - she the queen of my heart.comel tapi gila haha
3. Tatum - she's the queen of the united kingdom muehehe
4. Hezrin - the classmate who loves to provoke me
5. Rina - my kak long.
6. Siamang aka ezah - sila buat ni ye wlupon tade wifi kat faculty
7. baiti - aku kasi blk bole ta hahaha
8. ntah la aku da tade sape nakasi...nmpk sgt kehidupan aku sgt sedih taramai kwn wtf hahaha

entry berkurun

1. safety shoes aku kene curi dgn beruk warehouse.kalo aku da dpt tau sape yg amik,mmg kene telan sumpah seranah aku.before this safety strap aku kene curi.tp biasa la,kalo aku bgtau barang aku hilang,mmg la org takan amik pusing sgt.aku kan clerk je.cuba kalo org2 atas punye barang...gerenti secepat kilat investigate.

2. trip to cameron was not-so-fun after all.it was tiring.imagine we have go to thru the snake-y road for almost 2 hours..arrived at 7pm on friday and return to shah alam on 3pm on the next day after wedding.adoiiii penat dol.ta sempat napegi T-cafe mkn strawberry cheesecake pun T___T aku na upload gmbr tp blogger mcm haram.so taperlu la upload ye...

3. few weeks ago, the traffic feed shows that some asshole have been posting about my blog in friendster. since then, many anons visited this blog and commented on how often i let out some foul languages.i dont know why haters keep on coming eventho they dont like the person or even the blog itself.kalo tasuke jgn la baca kan...feel free to navigate off my page la.mula2 tu agak angin jgk la...after a few comments, rasa kelakar pun ade.so aku mampus kan je anon tu sume.since sume na gune anon acc,aku restrict sape yg bole comment.hehehe biar diorg ni berani sikit comment ade name...sbb bg aku,yg guna acc anon ni sume pengecut.mcm la aku nabunuh die kalo pun aku tau sape...paling kuat pun kene maki je la kan

4. new semester has started.most probably taking 5 subjects instead of 4 which i have planned earlier.i managed to go to the 1st 2 classes on monday and tuesday hehehe it is an achievement because for the past 4 semesters,i refused to go to class for the 1st 2 weeks dgn alasan mood belajar blm ade hehe. and yeah...na bangga sikit bole ta?pointer sem lepas aku dpt 3.27 weh...i was gila babi shocked because i wasnt expecting utk dpt secemerlang tu..and ohhh i was expecting to get As for Mandarin II and BEL250...tp dua2 aku dpt B+..tu la lain kali jgn asik ponteng class...kan dakene deduct 10% attendance which my BEL lecturer has warned me on every class.Mandarin tu aku agak sakit ati sbb salah org lain,aku yg dpt tempias and that is why aku tasuke group assignment.pastu muka tabesalah...kenapa aku ckp mcm tu?sbb all quizzes and mid term exam soalan SENANG.hishhhh angin plak aku bila igt blk

5. bankrupt.i have to pay for uitm fees which cost around rm950 and next month roadtax kete mati...perfect timing.tu la kau bila ade duit beli blackberry..lain kali sediakan payung sebelum ujan...mmg padan muka kau

6. this morning i told my mom to cook me my most fave dish....singggang...weeeee tghari adik aku call suruh blk umah makan.i did mentioned in my previous post that i cud eat 3 pinggan penuh nasik which equals to separuh periuk..actually im not kidding hehehe sbb tu la mak aku jarang2 masak singgang utk aku.actually sblm aku mkn nasik pkl 1 tu...aku da mkn nasik lemak ayam pkl 10 pagi hahahaha buruk lantak

sebenarnya bila aku post entry ni...aku tgh terliur lg

goreng drummet dulu

seperiuk nasik

1st round

2nd round

3rd round hehehe

tinggal byk ni je nasik hahaha blk nnt mesti aku kene marah

7. eh few weeks ago,byk gila drama berlaku di sekeliling aku.fuiyoooo a couple got busted babe.when u r cheating on ur partner,lama2 tuhan akan tunjuk jugak :)

8. ohh aku ada nmpk masa pegi beli barang kat seng heng sek24 kan...ade tmpt muay thai.aku amik number die kan...punya semangat nabelajar blk kan..sekali bila call...die da tutup pulak pfft anyway i spoke to...(well in fb chat) a man named bernard radin,who is now in the contender asia said that he is running a muay thai centre in kelana jaya and said he will teach girls as most of the real muay thai centre dont take girls as their student.TAPI dia ckp tatau bila akan bukak utk public..sbb tu sume utl atlit negara...aku punye la semangat T_____T

9. im going to kelantan this week.na antar adik aku...akhirnya aku cuti jugak...tp nnt trainee hensem baru masuk ari isnin kan...i have a reason to smile for a year now hahaha

10. BB messenger takes my mind off him for a while :) its a good thing.

my blog is now open for public.i accidentally put it in private when i was setting for the list of names. anon, feel free to mock me now.i kinda miss their presence lol

not so productive week

1. fishing event ended very gampangly.we try to get some fish but we get plastic chair instead or paling best,dapat byk sampah.as expected

2. cooking competition.instead of dpt average cooking result,kumpulan aku dpt 'masakan paling hampeh' aaaaaaa mantap sgt kan.hadiah nye,1 buku roti.not worth it at all.as expected jugak.da la tenaga aku disejat oleh matahari.i cant stand the heat la seriously.automatically aku akan jd lemah...muka pun suda merah.pastu to make it worse,aku nmpk cacing merah besar eeeeeeee geliii aku

3. datang keje kena bahan all day.ada yg mintak ikan bakar..ade yg mintak roti bakar.yg mintak aku jgn masuk event lg pun ade.mantap sgt kan?

4. tiring week because i still cant sleep before 3am and still wake up at 6am.bosan tau ta kwn rapat dgn insomnia..betul2 menyusahkan aku.tinggal na mkn ubat tido je neh.lain2 sume aku dabuat

5. perasaan na becuti membuak2..tp sekor kwn pun tade nateman.kesian kan?

6. ramai sgt org kawin this month n next month.aku tatau bole pegi ke ta...but will be going to cameron for cousin's wedding.kira ok la tu bole relax for 2 days with family.which also means,no smoking.mati la sangap aku kat sana

7. mom keep on asking bila mau kawin...adoi.igt senang ke cari bf mcm cari tmpt mkn tghari...nnt2 la mak.blm mau kawin ataupun ada bf la

8. Takziah utk fizi a.k.a bf adik aku atas pemergian ayah dia pagi ni.sbb snbr aku tatau tp yg aku tau mmg arwah da lama sakit.semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama org2 yg beriman.Al-Fatihah

the fucked up days

1. a very very gloomy morning

2. everything seems so wrong

3. tons of work to get done but the feeling of being demotivated, really really slow things down

4. i really,really need a vacation.tape la mlm ni aku pegi tanjung harapan la.kemaruk sgt na dgr bunyi laut

5. will participate in a fishing competition.fish and cook the fish.wtf mesti kalah

6. dying in a very young age bcz i tend to get angry everyday.maybe i need to go to anger management class

7. my crush is having a crush on me?thats weird.i mean,really weird

8. everything pisses me off at the moment.so no stupid jokes pls

9. i let someone down.and i feel terrible.

10. susah nye na cari mknan berkhasiat and diet bila kau ada kwn2 yg mkn mknan yg sedap2 all the time.haish

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1. lack of sleep since last friday.automatically will wake up at 6am wlupun aku baru je tido pkl 3.30.si cantik insomnia da dtg balik.yday down with major headache,back pain n loya2 mcm ibu mengandung...ni semua randy shaw punye psl!

2. now i know why they call it crackberry.im addicted to it..hardly putting it down.its strange how bb messenger works.mati aku camneh.btw mom knew abt my bb already(i was planning to tell her after i get my pay this fri) cousin aku la neh kantoi...

nadia: fuiyooo angah ade hp baru.kakak nak tgkkkk
fairuz: jap laaa.org nak reply sms ni
nadia:mahal ke angah...cantik la
fairuz: tade la 200 hengget je
nadia: murah nya
fairuz: ye murah gila

btw she's 11 years old cousin
smpi umah je

nadia: mama mama,angah ade phone baru ma.murah je..200 ringgit.belikan utk kakak ma
auntie: fuiyoo hp baru.na tgk
fairuz: bikin kantoi la kau neh kakak.nah arrr
auntie: fuiyooo blackberry.tau sape yg pakai kt office auntie?managing director je tau
mak: membazir je beli hp...yg hitam tu kasi mak
fairuz: errr tabole la..syg la phone tu
mak: tade tade..kasi mak.asik membazir beli benda bukan2 bla bla bla bla.....
fairuz : T____T nadia la neh

3. plan utk bercuti semua hancur berkecai.bole ta kalo tanak becuti tu jgn sebut2 or sibuk na plan end up kau jugak yg cancel.haish...org suka mainkan hati dan perasaan aku.aku punye la teruja na bercuti.

4. i have a new crush.but it last for 4 days only...aiyooo.aku na jugak pk psl org lain...asik kau je dlm kepala otak aku ni

5. sape tau mcmana napegi cherating?jalan paaaling senang?

6. aku dpt merasakan aku ade naluri keibuan yg tinggi.tapi cm tanak kawin but amik anak angkat pun bole kan?kire nya aku cam level2 angelina jolie,madonna dorang sume tu kan? hahaha

7. sape tau mana nacari ubat tido dosage tinggi punye?

random updates

1. it has been almost 2 months since my grandfather passed away.it sadden me because i didnt get the chance to say goodbye.what makes me even more sad,i didnt get the chance to apologize.u know when u've done something wrong,i mean clearly wrong and u didnt get the chance to say sorry,ur bad deeds will haunt,forever.i totally regret but i postponed my sorry till his last breath.i learn one thing,never postpone ur sorry.

2. thought of getting a blackberry bold,but i bought blackberry javelin instead.i have always wanted the bold.but for some reasons i changed my mind ngeeheeee

3. i spend my 2K in 2 days.bukan beli baju,kasut atau bag.ntah ape2 je aku beli..haish

4. play badminton every monday till new semester starts.its better than no exercise at all.

5. i dont know how to diet.brief me

6. minor headache at least twice a day

7. i think i fall in love with him again :)..its a bad thing actually hahaha

8. i normally dont have the chance to give my parents sum of money.sbb aku kan tacukup duit slalu but when i did last week,u should see the look on their face.they were touched.because i know they dont have enuff money since we renovate this shah alam house and the cost were nearly 100k.and i spent 2k buying unnecessary junk T__T i should give my money to them more often.

Wishlist. Tagged by Baiti

tagged by baiti..lama je aku ta post entry.nnt aku sambung yg lain bile aku da ade mood ok.

1. Blackberry Bold 9000.

2. Gucci Monogram sling bag

3. Flight ticket to Bandung

4. Unlimited amount of money

5. Marc Jacobs Pear perfume

6. Trip to tioman with family

7. iMAC laptop

who can grant my wishes.i'll love u foreverrrrrr

tagging
-tatum
-farra
- N
- Rina
- Hezrin